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2012-02-11T09:44:00.003+08:00

三寸天堂

停在这里不敢走下去
让悲伤无法上演

下一页你亲手写上的离别
由不得我拒绝

这条路我们走得太匆忙
拥抱着并不真实的欲望
来不及等不及回头欣赏
木兰香遮不住伤
不再看天上太阳透过云彩的光
不再找约定了的天堂
不再叹你说过的人间世事无常
借不到的三寸日光

停在这里不敢走下去
让悲伤无法上演

下一页你亲手写上的离别
由不得我拒绝

这条路我们走得太匆忙
拥抱着并不真实的欲望
来不及等不及回头欣赏
木兰香遮不住伤

不再看天上太阳透过云彩的光
不再找约定了的天堂
不再叹你说过的人间世事无常
借不到的三寸日光

不再看天上太阳透过云彩的光
不再找约定了的天堂
不再叹你说过的人间世事无常
借不到的三寸日光
那天堂是我爱过你的地方

Steve Jobs' Inspirational Quotes

2011-10-08T12:09:00.000+08:00

Just want to post these quotes up. To me it is inspiring, and I feel there is so much more to the quote he use. In remembrance of Steve Jobs.

"Knowing only what is truly important. Remembering you are going to die, if the best way I know to avoid the trap you have something to lose" - Late Steve Jobs

I believe when anyone die, they are left with nothing, thus, you will not be afraid to lose any longer, anything in life, we must try to strive for it.

"No one wants to die, even for people who wants to get to HEAVEN, they WONT want to die just to get there" - Late Steve Jobs

These are abstracted from the speech he gave at an University back in 2005 when he just overcome death after battling with cancer.

Sorry That I Loved you

2011-08-27T09:34:00.005+08:00

[Anthony Neely - Sorry That I Loved You]

For all of the time that I tried for your smile
For making you think that I was worth the while
So your love love love love love would be mine
For sending you flowers and holding your hand
That no one was there to take a stand
But then love love love made us blind

And I'm so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that it came true
But sorry doesn't turn back time

For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right
So sorry that I loved you
Sorry that I needed you
Sorry that I held you tight

And I'm So sorry for...
Making you love me and saying goodbye
For being the one that taught you how to cry
It was love love love and it passed us by

For giving you every thing that you dreamed
For taking it back when I fled the scene
Sorry love, for wasting your time
And I'm so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that it came true
But sorry doesn't turn back time
For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right
I'm so sorry that I loved you
Sorry that I needed you
Sorry that I held you tight
And apology now after all of this time
Won't make my difference tonight
But I'm hoping I'm Sorry will open up your mind
To love love love love in your life

Sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that it came true
But sorry doesn't turn back time

For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right
So sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that it came true
But sorry doesn't turn back time
I'm sorry that I loved you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
I'm so sorry that I loved you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I loved you

The above song clearly illustrated that one cant make mistakes, or when you chose to go ahead with a route, you cant turn back. Regardless of whether you are apologetic, its just "Sorry cant turn back time"

To Love Love Love Love in your life [Fav phrase]

2011-07-16T23:40:00.002+08:00

Good day everyone!

Im backed! But this time I would just want to pen down my feelings at this moment in my life.
Recently, I made many a mistakes, I realised alot of things about myself as well.

I realised that when mistakes are made, sometimes it is hard for one to get back up. But u need the support from ppl around you to lift u up together, and im glad to say that i have my girlfriend by my side.

secondly, I also realised that I never wanted to lose in anything my entire life, but I knew I had enough. I never knew that I was never satisfied until now, I always want to win in every single thing I do. Regardless of whether it is something I deemed as important or I do not deemed it as important, my mind will tell me I need to win this. I realised I never use "I" in any circumstances, but rather I used "we" in my mind. I was doing what I presume what everyone will think is good.

At this juncture in my life, I feel great. I finally failed. Failed one of my module, I always thought to fail was a difficult thing to achieve. But it was easier than I thought, the moment I knew I dont feel anything when I failed, I knew I had let go that burden to always want to keep winning. It drains me of energy, making me a seemingly restless person.

Lets quote an example, do you realise when you play a simple game like the Bejewel in facebook, you will want to be the top of the chart and spend endless amount of time trying to beat ur next highest score. I realised I do and its not because I enjoyed the game, I just want to keep challenging myself further. At this moment, I realised what I feared to do in the past, I can now do it very easily to my girlfriend, the need to hug someone when I feel down, I suppressed that feeling or motion just simply because my upbringing wasnt meant to be taught this manner. A simple little hug can mean so much more, A simple Thank You from people can goes a long way, I always thought a simple gesture would suffice, but I guessed its just everyone have their own thinking and own mindset.

I knew I have to jot this down somewhere, and this is where I have chosen to do it. I certainly hope in the future I will remember it.

nice quote

2011-04-30T14:18:00.000+08:00

Hey hey!!
Think nobody blogs nowadays.. Haha.. But just to share a quote that I recently picked up. Think its a nice quote to follow in life, thus I shall share it here with everybody!

"Live without pretending,
Love without depending,
Listen without defending,
Speak without offending"

Exams are coming for those studying, especially to my dear Grace Tan. You do not have to give yourself undue stress, as being in a stressful state, it does not make u learn any better! Take it in a light hearted manner and I believe u will do well in this exam. So gd luck to all taking exams! Including myself!! Haha :D

Disaster

2011-03-13T11:06:00.002+08:00

Shocking...
The above are whirlpools :x i never knew such things existed. I only knew of such things when i played games. Aftermaths of what they they termed as Earthquake followed by a Tsunami. This is like disaster piled on top of another disaster. To make matters worst, Japan is subjected to recuring quakes with a magnitude of 5.0 and above. -.-

we should glad that we are not affected, cause although we are surrounded by water, we are not subjected to major nautral disaster like earthquake, tsunami (cause of large countries beside ours), snow storm... Places in other country can experience severe droughts, while experiencing heavy flooding on the other side of the country...

lets just pray that the people in Japan are able to recover from this disaster and nothing is to happen to its nuclear plant. the outcome of it is unthinkable... Treasure your time... cuase you will never know when such disasters strike...

Merry X'mas 2010

2010-12-25T08:55:00.003+08:00

Merry X'Mas Everyone!!!

In the year of 2010

I think i will make a closure to the end of 2010, this year has been exceptionally interesting for me, life seems to be on a roller coaster. This year is also for the first time i feel like giving up on a lot of things.

Be it in work place, whereby i wanna give up halfway through the course, telling my bosses i dont wanna do the work anymore, etc. A mixture of feelings. On the other hand, i am very happy, cuz my performance is considered the top few? thus, resulting in all my performance bonus to get the maximum available. Its been 2 years since im ranked the top few in the entire place. Btw, i was ranked 1st for the last workyear, that perhaps explain why i get to go Australia early this year. Seeing batches of ppl come and go, it sets me wondering, what if im not here, what would i be doing? All of them who spoke to me, they strongly believe that i can go far in my current job. But to me? Im not sure? Cause i was just doing slightly more than what others are willing to offer. My current work place, i met really very nice ppl who will really look after me, willing to teach me, groom me and stuffs. Even when i go for courses, there will always be nice ppl that i will meet who will lend me a helping hand. I will always remember the one who helped me lifted up my bag when i can no longer carry it up, the one who is willing to get the food purchase done when i have a tiny budget. I oso met interesting ppl who shown me that Wing Chun martial arts is powerful, im really gladful i met so many different ppl that made me happy throughout the course. I think i better list them down here before i forget them in the future. They are Qiu Guang, Saravannah, Shazali, Justin, Sean Ng C B, Alvin Lee. They made my course memorable. W Shawn for believing that i can deliver a good speech. Thank you.

On a side note, i mentioned that i was studying. And it so happen that i was attending the course which requires me to stay in. LOL!!! and i managed to squeeze time to go take the exam. which also means that all study is done at night in camp? haha so im glad to announce my lousy results but a result that have all PASSES!!!! This include a total of 2 B, 1C+ and 1C. Although all of you might think that its nothing great, but i can tell you in order for me to study after one day of training is like WTF! its fuking tiring, merely studying a few wordsin the textbook i feel my eyelids getting heavier and heavier. So when i see that i didnt fail and i perservere through to go take the exams, i tink that i have already overcome my inner fear. I was afraid that i will fail for the first time in exams. Throughout my entire life, i am a nobody in the line of studies, but whenever it comes to the time to take my final exam i will manage to squeeze through and get a normal grade. But this time, due to the fatigue level, my assignments grades (which is like-.-), the time i allocated to study and the amount of stuffs that i manage to squeeze into my brain. I was really afraid that i will fail. I was so relieved to see that i made it through and that my decision to study now is correct. Why wait? and why bother what others tell u? people ask you stupid questions, it does not mean that you are doing the wrong thing. Its just that you are willing to take the first step before anyone else does. They will come to be envious of you when they see that at the end of the day u made it through with something.

The route may be tough, but which thing on earth isnt tough? U already overcome the most difficult part of learning how to walk on 2 feet, speaking at least a dual language by the time you are 3 yrs old. Nobody told u to do it, but back then you have such resilience to not stop trying, so i believe there should be nothing to stop me now. Tough times dont last, but tough man does.

Anyway, I got 0094 for SPV. hahas, means i can choose liao. Most important thing in life, you must believe what you are striving for is worth it, and that you have someone by your side that supports ur decision and the route you wish to take. I believe that its important, and i now have Grace by my side who is ever supporting my decisions and i sincerely thank her for that unwavering support. Thank you darling!

inspiring quote

2010-12-19T09:48:00.000+08:00

To understand the heart and mind of a person, look not at what he has already achieved, but at what he aspires to.
- Kahlil Gibran

Lol lost the purpose in blogging.. Hope can find the purpose in blogging again. Anyway, I will post more inspirational quotes to aallow oneself to be motivated at all times (:

damn

2010-11-13T12:23:00.000+08:00

Heyhey everyone!!!
Guess its been a long time since I'm back to my blog. Lols a lot of things occurred. Good n bad stuffs. But there is this particular issue that I wanna voice it. That is juggling work, normal lifestyle and studies is -.- its tiring.. And its not easy. when it comes to work, u might have to bring work n mind home, and worst scenario, having to go on course which is fuking tiring and annoying. A normal lifestyle requires one to continue going out, chit chatting with friends or even playing games with friends, going out on movies. Sometimes, it even involve planning activities, getting the right ppl to come along. Simple things like talking to family, eating with them are slowly becoming a chore. Cuz u have only tt limited time, n the time of urs n them. Sometimes can only occur at night time which one can be dead beat from work. Last point, in my memories. Study should have been a breeze for me least for e past years. But now at this very moment, I find that studying part time requires a lot of discipline as well as self motivation. Even so, its not enough at times. Cuz studying now seems so distance. Its unlike whereby one study full time work part time. Den ideas of how to study drop by ur head once in a while. Nowadays, I study without a single clue on wat I'm reading. To make matters worst, I failed in a couple of assignments. Things that will never happen in e past. Now a person burdened with stuffs from everything. It certainly makes me wonder if I'm actualli cut out for studying. Today also marks my first exam paper after so long. Its not a nice feeling after all...........

2010-10-06T23:10:00.001+08:00

The Pretty Lady
Once upon a time, a big monk and a little monk were travelling together.
They came to the bank of a river and found the bridge was damaged. They had
to wade across the river. There was a pretty lady who
was stuck at the damaged bridge and couldn't cross the river. The big monk
offered to carry the pretty lady across the river on his back. The
lady accepted.

The little monk was shocked by the move of the big monk."How can big
disciple brother carry a lady when we are supposed to avoid all intimacy
with females?" thought the little monk.

But he kept quiet. The big monk carried the lady across the river and the
small monk followed unhappily.

When they had crossed the river, the big monk let the lady down and they
parted ways with her.

All along the way for several miles, the little monk was very unhappy with
the act of the big monk. He was making up all kinds of accusations about the
big monk in his head. This got him madder and
madder. But he still kept quiet. And the big monk had no inclination to
explain his situation.

Finally, at a rest point many hours later, the little monk could not stand
it any further, he burst out angrily at the big monk. "How can you claim
yourself a devout monk, when you seize the first opportunity to touch a
female, especially when she is very pretty? All your teachings to me make
you a big hypocrite."

The big monk looked surprised and said, "I had put down the pretty lady at
the river bank many hours ago, how come you are still carrying her along?"

This very old Chinese zen story reflects the thinking of many people today.
We encounter many unpleasant things in our life, they irritate us and they
make us angry. Sometimes, they cause us a lot of hurt, sometimes they cause
us to be bitter or jealous. But like the little monk, we are not willing to
let them go away. We keep on
carrying the baggage of the "pretty lady" with us. We let them keep on
coming back to hurt us, make us angry, make us bitter and cause us a lot of
agony. Why? Simply because we are not willing to put down or let go of the
baggage of the "pretty lady". We should let go of the pretty lady
immediately after crossing the river, immediately after the
unpleasant event is over. This will immediately remove all our agonies.
There is no need to be further hurt by the unpleasant event after it is
over. It is just that simple

2010-07-26T20:08:00.000+08:00

-.- I just wanna blog out, cause I feel so .......
:x its like trying to be everything that ppl want me to be. Its getting tougher. Wonder when will it reach my threshold. Anyway e above is bout my work. Sidenote: one of my sister, cindy. Asked me to be e emcee for her wedding:x another thing that I dunnoe is good or no good. Good in a sense, ppl recognise me and would like me to help. No good is, I don't realli do a good job as an emcee. :( demoralising.. When will I enjoy?? Sian.... I also want something simple. But everyday seems to be heavier and heavier. I know that when we are young, we should strive. But when shall I stop or where is the point I know I can slow down? Nobody can guide and I'm moving on relying on my pure instinct, my own judgement and principles. :(

2010-07-25T21:29:00.002+08:00

lols yay! im backed.. just a little update... erms guess im a little bo liao recently...
take a look below:
Starcraft II launching soon... thats why im having a little bit of headache... lols thus, i decided to meet up with wen xian to go purchase the game which is a bit lower den normal retail price at $97. so happy, i cabbed down and spent $16 =x so didnt save dao..

Ta da! he bought a cpu fan that day.. hahahaha US with the Pre-Order Card =D

Closer look at e card.. haha many muz be jealous cuase i got the game liao..hahaha

but how do i play this game?? of cuz i needed something better..

so i accompanied wen xian earlier last week to Sim Lim Square to buy his comp, end up i customised one for myself as well = brokebrokebroke...

heres my CPU.. haha forget take my monitor, cuz changed it as well..

haha first time im so pleased with my cpu specifications.. although not fantastic.. but enough to win most of the computers purchased outside.. hahahahaha =D

tts all folks.. anyway, sprained my hand recently, i guessed it has been painful for the past months, but didnt bother to do anything to it.. haha so today go chinese physician to tui yi tui.. haha end up now like a bun =x hha but its realli painful........

Updates Updates

2010-07-12T22:36:00.003+08:00

Yoyo! im backed... in a lighter mood now.. hahas just to update cause i tink i might not have the energy to do so after this period of time.. seriously speaking, i am feeling the fatigue from working.. workload never seem to become lighter... everything seems to pile up, and its ever increasing =(

anyway, just some things i wanna blog it out ^^

went to a lot of things recently, spice up my life a little, a little new flavour every now and then...

haha the funniest is Ruby's 2nd birthday =x never imagine im celebrating for dog.. when i get to see dogs every single day.. lols...

below is Ruby, looks like a baby when im carrying it =D

and i tink this photo looks nice, our center is some sort like heart shape?? hahahs

moving on... today i met my 2 niece and 1 nephew..

haha they are Carys, Rochelle and Wise =x Wise i lazy upload his photo... hahas

anyway, most of you should be clear with who Carys is, cause she will appear somehow or rather in my blog everytime she is back... the Rochelle is her younger sis.. hahas look at how much Carys have grown.. hahas leaves me wondering, how much ive aged as well...

They are beautiful isnt it? ^^ lols thank you darling for taking the photo for US =D

yaya, i wanna blog this up as well.. lols cause i am bout to be a student again soon as well =x dunnoe how its gonna be like, i have doubts on how well i can cope, cause im already feeling tired enough just by working. next time needa travel so much just to study and work -.- my work like uses physical and mental strength... *faints* but i guess no choice?? i made up like a few mths back.. just gotta stick with it.. lol tink this is just a paper that i must get?? -.- anyway, i utilised the card in the background which is my Driving Licence ^^ dated in 09 Feb 10. seldom drive around, cause car is $$$.. haha everytime drive is 3 digits like tat gone de... but its a nice feeling of not having to wait for bus/ cab and exploring new places.. hahas.. btw even though i have only driven civilian car for like the 2nd time only? (dont include the learning vehicle) i tink im quite confident while driving on road? lol but tts cause i got my military licence back in Jan 2010, drove for a month in military vehicle. thus, thats the reason why i can afford to dont drive much and still have the confidence to drive civilian vehicle around to bring ppl around.

last point, i just wanna update is the point on my previous post.. ya i was very down on the first day of July 2010. Cause my dad was admitted to hospital. was at work that day when my mum called me to inform me.. rushed down to NUH to see him, blah blah blah. den he needed an operation 2 days later... blah blah blah, den gotta stay in high dependency ward, blah blah blah, den finally discharged after 10 days in hospital.. ^^ so happy... at least now its safe le.. haha so lehs.. if you tink you wanna do something and say something.. say it out, let others know.. less when you lose the chance, you might regret that you never did... cause i always feel life is so short, nobody will pity you cause u miss the chance to say what you wanna say.. however, if you did what you wanna do... e outcome doesnt matter, at least you knew in ur heart that you have done wat you wanna do and have given it a shot and not like tink back and say "WHY I DIDNT SAY/ DO IT?"

hahas so guys what are you all waiting for? spend time with your love ones, tell them how much you are grateful that they are in your life. can you imagine? i was on the verge of not having a chance of telling my dad anything, and luckily my younger bro was at home. if not i wouldnt get a chacne to see him watching tv at home now...

it can also not be your family members that im referring to.. if you tink there are things you wanna try and have fun.. just do it too as well, cause life is too short to keep pondering if you should do it anot.. so DO IT den reflect on it later.. haha = not applicable to all things ah, if not you try something irreversible and then come and quote it using my blog.. haha..

tts all folks.. tink i talked a little too much here.. Nights everyone! love everyone who visits my blog =)))

2010-07-03T12:26:00.002+08:00

It should have been a new month for just anyone else...
but this is one of the month that i feel so helpless...
a month whereby i cant control myself to think positively...

just hope everything will be fine for him...
i always thought there will be time for me... there will always be another time...
how often we tend to neglect those around us...
had it not been my younger bro being at home.. all these might have been history...
i should spend more time with him, yet i am still going out...
but when i look at him i just dunnoe what to say what i am suppose to show to him...

i feel like im so fragile, so fragile that i might break anytime... anywhere...

reflections

2010-06-20T14:33:00.001+08:00

Yoyo good afternoon everyone!

Here I am in camp, nothing better to do. So decided to blog bout my feelings.
Lol, so fast time flew by, back then all of them were just told tt they need to serve ns. Take a look now, most of them turned NSmen liao. lol sad for me though, won't get to sniff it so soon. Anyway, catch a couple of great movies this week alr, karate kid, she out of my league and toy story 3.
Deepest impression was she's out of my league. Why?
Lol.. Cuz I cannot believe this kinda guy can get a hot babe. But this show is trying to say anything is possible, be true to others and once u let them feel e real u. U can be together. Best quote from e movie: "aw man, take a look at you! You are a '5' and she is a HOT '10', there's no way you can jump 2 grades higher than what you are." In reality, this is happening, so don't tink that such plots only happen in fairytales. But but but.. Why.... It sets me wondering....... Lol.. 2nd in line is the karate kid, that show I didn't expect right from e start e kid will cry all e way until end of movie, damn cool! Lol.. Lastly toy story 3 mayb cartoons do not really entice me.
Haha anyway tts all for now.

sim

2010-06-14T22:11:00.000+08:00

Yoyo! First time using my blackberry to blog.. Lols.. Recently, I have converted to become a bb user after I destroy my hp literally by tossing it on e floor.. Lol, I can only say my old nokia hp is screwed.. Hahas cuz cannot call cannot sms, doesn't serve its purpose as a hp..

Anyway, today went to made payment le. And this officially means that I'm taking this path. Hope its a nice and not too tough route:x

On a serious note, my colleague gf got into a bit of problem, doesn't know what's e root of it is the worst thing, somemore, it will only affect him. Just some time ago he was still telling me that he would want to marry her and get a flat tgt. Guess it isn't really possible now, just hope that she will be able to brace it through. And he is one of my best tempered and frenly colleague that I have at work, thusn I wouldn't want such things to cause him to change.

That's all folks. Lols till then, ill be backed. I promise:)

2010-05-25T22:13:00.001+08:00

I cannot believe it.. Please let me recover.. I have been taking mc for so many days le.. And now i'm still having fever? -.- please let me be fine by tml morning..

2010-05-16T11:34:00.002+08:00

STARCRAFT II

OFFICIAL RELEASE DATE WORLDWIDE 27.07.10

ARE YOU READY!???

woohoo! its like WOW! when i walked past the E2Max @ the Cathay yesterday, cause they finally come out an official release date =D

time to get a new computer and this game real fast =x

hahaha

2010-05-15T11:29:00.002+08:00

[Cup or Coffee]

A group of alumni, highly established in their careers, got together to visit their old university professor. Conversation soon turned into complaints about stress in work and life.

Offering his guests coffee, the professor went to the kitchen and returned with a large pot of coffee and an assortment of cups - porcelain, plastic, glass, crystal, some plain looking, some expensive, some exquisite - telling them to help themselves to the coffee.

When all the students had a cup of coffee in hand, the professor said: "If you noticed, all the nice looking expensive cups have been taken up, leaving behind the plain and cheap ones. While it is normal for you to want only the best for yourselves, that is the source of your problems and stress.

Be assured that the cup itself adds no quality to the coffee. In most cases it is just more expensive and in some cases even hides what we drink. What all of you really wanted was coffee, not the cup, but you consciously went for the best cups... And then you began eyeing each other's cups.

Now consider this: Life is the coffee; the jobs, money and position in society are the cups. They are just tools to hold and contain Life, and the type of cup we have does not define, nor change the quality of life we live.

Sometimes, by concentrating only on the cup, we fail to enjoy the coffee. Savor the coffee, not the cups! The happiest people don't have the best of everything. They just make the best of everything. Live simply. Love generously. Care deeply. Speak kindly.

A simple yet it comes with sophisticated meaning that we have to comprehend in life. chanced upon this story via my email, just to share with all. i know i never will again.

2010-04-30T12:29:00.001+08:00

Well well well.. Nothing much to update recently.. Haha
Just that i broke two of my own personal best timing for running..
Haha currently best timing for 2.4km - 9.17mins
400m - 58.9 secs

:)

2010-04-20T19:24:00.002+08:00

Ta Da! Finally get to post its handsome photo online.. haha

Nice pose for a photo ^^
this gu niang tell him many times i dont like him to be lazy =x yet he take this photo still in a lazy position-.-
lols but anyway hes realli cute! hahas to me onli =x cuz nobody loves him due to his habit...
so no choice i got to take care of him more often than never...
one more bad thing, he should learn to grow a bit more plump -.- so skinny.. eat already more than others yet stills so...... hahas
show off my dog here.. cuz he is my best product at the moment.. LOL
proud to say HE is MINE... ^^

2010-04-11T11:44:00.004+08:00

yoyo! maybe i use pictures to illustrate what i have been doing for the past few mths.. lols

but first up =)

110410 is my buddy's birthday

happy birthday! =) hope u like e gift and lil gathering prepared for u

next...

this cafe i went there to do certain one mth back.. lols to substantiate what i have mentioned in previous posts... this foto below is taken bout 5mths ago? lols ii tink actualli going to such cheap places to view matches actualli not a bad idea.. at least get a chance to make a lot of noise =D

lols this one taken last mth.. whereby i get to meet up with Carys again.. woohoo! she becomes so much prettier and so much friendlier now.. haha no longer so "dao" liao.. mayb grow up le bahs...

below, caiyu receiving my "gift" hahas

she is damn happy she got it from me =) hope she can stay this way all e time^^

lols yay! this year's one of my 2 birthday cakes.. i find this rather cute.. credits to xd.. hahas but he drew me wearing a bermudas.. = more like drawing with his kinda outfit instead of mine.. lols maybe he wanna make it the same as the other cake ii supposed?

2 fingers from me and yj.. symbolizes 22 years old this year liao =(

one of the places ii neva tot Singapore will have.. lols cuz ii ate this in Australia.. and i find it realli nice.. hahas the price is right and the taste fantastic.. guys should just try it out.. its in bukit timah.. =D
Timbre @ old school

the 4 of us enjoying a dinner and live band.. the gal can sing realli well =D

got chance i'll ask u all out again ^^ same method of travelling.. haha

Old School..

realli old style.. even the toilet looks creepy though =x
lols ta-da! the mode of travel
at such.. ii shall end off here =) have fun ladies and gentlemen!

lols actualli have mixed feelings recently...

wonder why.. but then.. WHO CARES??!!! hahas

just be happy.. enjoy! diu bu diu?

come what may...

ps: lols actualli i dont see whats the point in rattling bout being xin ku or whatsoever, maybe taking a step back at times, one might actualli see the result he wanna see. and pls dont frustrate others by asking so much things that ppl dont wanna answer, on top of that, ppl dont relay what u tink others might relay..

2010-04-08T06:49:00.000+08:00

Hey hey! Good morning everyone.. I made a sudden decision again yesterday.

Met up with different groups of frens recently to 'celebrate' my birthday:) wanna take this chance to thank one and all who were present. And thank you to my buddy and marcus for giving me a bag for my future use:D and my darling for giving me a lovely metallic watch. Shall post e photos up in my next post, but due to e fact that i'm on my way to work:x no photos available.. Btw i wanna thank all who remembered and wished me during or after my birthday. I really appreciated that cause its dear to me.

Anyway, had very mixed feelings recently. And that is probly why i wanna choose this option when it arise. I wanna be in a different environment. To let me see and experience something new. Thats all..

Happy Birthday to Mummy

2010-03-21T10:05:00.002+08:00

yoyo! think i haven been wishing ppl happy birthdays lately =

First up - Melvin Khoo who happens to turn 22 on 26 Feb 10.
2nd - Benjamin who also turned 22 on 3 Mar 10.
3rd - Loh Ying Jia who coincidentally turned 22 as well on 18 Mar 10.
4th - Hong Wei Jie who turned 26 on 16 Mar 10.
Lastly - which is today 21st of Mar 10, my mummy's birthday =) ^^

actualli i dont really know how old is my mum anymore = i tink is around 49 this year... if im not wrong..

HappY Birthday to all the ABOVE!!!

=( i've been dreaming... it doesnt feel as good to be older.. wonder how does it feel like for the others?

Morale down

2010-03-18T18:26:00.001+08:00

Erm.. I'm on my way home right now..
Talked to my colleague, joked and blah blah blah..

Den one topic came up, regarding that if i continue to be under this person..

There will be a day whereby i'll fail and not be as good as what i'm now..

Thinking of it is scary, cause in front of u they are your colleagues. But deep down, some may just want to see u fall. Hoping that one will fall while others are at their peaks.
I know i'll survive, cause i never believe that i cannot get anything done if i put my heart and soul into it.

Anyway, i enrolled. I know its gonna to difficult, and i strongly believe this is e path i need to take. There are still so many uncertainties that i need an answer, i hope i can unravel all of them soon... Thoughts running thru my mind every single minute, feeling e physical limitation on my body, yet telling myself, this is e life i've chosen. Persevere through and i'll be stronger than who i am yesterday.. :)

2010-03-12T11:17:00.000+08:00

Haha
Nothing to try in camp..
So post this using my hp to try out if it can be seen..
Good afternoon to all who view my blog and have a nice weekend

2010-02-21T10:34:00.002+08:00

Hey people! Happy New Year!
lols got some not so good things happened, plus lots of good things happening...

not so good things not worth mentioning.. hahas.. so lets see a lil on the good things..
such as passing my driving test 2 weeks ago... on top of that, from tonight onwards wont be in Singapore until next week, going to Australia. hahas havent packed my things at all =x siao liao

anyway, lao alot of yu sheng recently, last nite drank alot as well.. tried a shot, yucks, immediate throat hot... btw, my bmt buddy, victor, woohoo! omg hes going to be trained to become a P il ot..
all e best to him, turning into an officer.. hahas lucks! and i shall end here.. shall post on the net if i have any interesting things to offer to all to see =)

2010-02-13T00:07:00.001+08:00

Hello guys! introducing a blogshop for all to visit ^^

www.bears4gift.blogspot.com

Some things that might interest u or ur frens =)

2010-02-09T06:00:00.000+08:00

aww man.. its TUESDAY liao....

please please.. let me pass today ^^

all e best to myself =)

2010-01-30T09:09:00.006+08:00

-.- i cannot believed what i just saw.
*speechless*
visited swee cheng's blog by chance
and got a shocking news

The JR that she mentioned is a gal whom i knew, from NP.
totally stunned...
i saw the newspaper article before and found it verii familiar but just went to brushed it off.
didnt expect it to be someone i knew...
its scary, due to stress from sch =\
sometime not giving oneself too much pressure might help us to appreciate who we realli are.

anyway, the onlii memories i have with this gal is during BE society, whereby she and her frens, debbie and the pong pong hair gal. thank you for helping me in organizing the BBQ nite then, and i sincerely hope you will get to RIP.

and to my frens, pls dont follow this same route that she have taken, whatever happens pls talk bout it, and u will find it better =)

i tink i might just post two of her fotos here permanently to remind me that this gal came into my life and made a difference.

Jun Ru [ furtherest left]

2010!

2010-01-01T22:33:00.002+08:00

Welcome 2010! and happy new year to all =)

i dread coming to a brand new year, but then, this is also one of the cruel fact that we must face as time does not stop just because we want it to.. hahas so lets not dwell on the fact that its 2010, just do whatever you want to do and make sure you are happy at the end of 2010. A brand new beginning for all =) and at such, i wish everione all the best in this coming year...

2009-12-24T15:06:00.002+08:00

Just a quick update on this x'mas eve.. woohoo! recently like a lot of happening things but then.. this one is the most memorable one.. cuz one of my colleague got married on 221209.. Congratulations! hahas below is the couple...Highlight of the night... these 2 kids... hahas damn cute... before the bride and the bridegroom came in... lols... lols people who went.. chiang and chiow.. hahas normally address them with a .... in front.. so not used to calling them by name... hahabelow are the younger generation.. hahas ii belong to this grp.. hanqun, me, weilong and edmund...btw... ii received my online clothes recently in the below package.. -.- but then, one of my cloth flew away... just after wearing it ONCE! -.- damn sad... and that shirt is one of the nicest cloth that i ever wanted to buy.. -.- sian FULL.......

thats all.. lols have fun this x'mas!

2009-11-30T22:46:00.002+08:00

woohoo! let me pen this moment down...
important to me.. those who wanna read rubbish can feel free to go ahead... lols

erms... just as i was talking to my darling for an entire evening... we talk talk talk talk talk den was saying bout something to do with regret... lols regrets? erms it means that if today, this very moment you do or didnt do something. ok, den 10 years gone by... u tell yourself...

WHAT IF..... or simply just WHY DIDNT I SAY/ DO certain thing? den u tell urself, mayb today would have been different or YOU would have been different. in life, everyone have choices... but these choices, whether u are in control or u are not are totally different thing.

why i wanna write this down is due to the fact that there is one regret that i didnt choose to do it backed then, but i would always love to have a chance just to sit down and explain my actions backed then. people will think this is naive or simply talk cock lahs.. u just want something from it. BUT ITS LIKE also after u say it out, you let off a heavy stone inside ur heart that you wanna say it very much or u want the person to know very much. its not so much of the returns from the person, but more of the feelings bottled up in you that you will finalli be able to release due to the fact that you are going to say it out...

thats why i wanna pen it down, becuz this feeling had been kept in me, and i know if i close my eyes tml, i will still have this very regret up to my very death bed... why this would be a regret, is probably becuz im afraid or simply not having a chance to.. i tink its a combination of both.. hahas.. just wanna say.. think bout it! if you want something or you are bout to get something today. will you regret at the end of the day? what are the complications? but most importantly, will you have a heart that feels light as the years go by......

Long Time No Post

2009-11-22T22:52:00.004+08:00

erms... verii long time no post.. dunnoe wat to post oso.. lols
recently bought from an online blog shop, however, went down to the place to try den buy de.. cuz Marcus knew the person thru his fren. anw, anyone interested can go vogue4man.blogspot.com to take a look. (Only GUYs' clothes available)

just went to XD housewarming, his house is just above JP.. so convenient just take a lift can go shopping mall liao, somemore whole place air-conditioned. hahas like promoting for his condo, btw take this opportunity to thank him for inviting me, tink i didnt make the reply to him cuz i just managed to swapped my duty for today to next saturday..

moving on.. wat else have i been doing... practically nothing in particular, just realised ii can cook up a few simple things myself. lols even though the onli ting that i saw was others doing it and neva hands on before...

PANCAKE FIRST ATTEMPT

Grace Tan requested for Hotcake that morning, yet she woke up like 11 plus, where on earth to get Hotcake from Mac? thus, the idea of preparing it ourself, anytime oso can eat it.. haha although the appearance not as nice for a first time, but still reasonable taste.. ^^ this dog is super super tiny.. haha.. ii still lazi to upload everything, think most of the dogs photos can be found in my facebook account.. but this one is CUTE! hahas btw, i went to this dog show to look for HUGE HUGE HUGE DOGS, end up ii tink the largest dog oso not fierce looking.. haha means no handsome dog for the day, most are cute looking onli..

hao le.. thats all for today.. nights!

2009-10-18T11:15:00.003+08:00

Doesonereallyhavetocarewhatothersarefeelingallthetimesregardlessofwhethertheotherpartyisrightorinthewrong?somethingsichosenottoagreeandapparentlyiwillgowithwhatifeelanddisregardeverythingelse

2009-10-16T08:06:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Darling Tan!

2009-09-30T19:45:00.002+08:00

BREAKING NEWS!!!

Powerful 7.6 magnitude quake strikes Indonesia's southern sumatra, large buildings collapsed and fires started due to quake; tremors reportedly felt in various parts of S'pore.

erms.. if S'pore is miles away from Indonesia also can feel the tremors, i wonder how it would feel like to be in the country itself. just counting myself lucky ii guess, to be born in a safe place whereby i do not have to go thru such natural disasters... even a couple of countries like Vietnam,Philipines was not spared from natural disaster ytd, whereby this typhoon Ketsana is sweeping thru the cities killing so as many as 250. -.- just hope not many ppl are killed and the numbers will just remain as it is.

2009-09-15T23:10:00.000+08:00

Fall For You

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you i'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may of failed
But I have loved you from the start
Ohhhh

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
Cuz talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When your asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find

2009-08-31T20:27:00.000+08:00

The Power of Can

Did is a word of achievement,
Won’t is a word of retreat,
Might is a word of bereavement,
Can’t is a word of defeat,
Ought is a word of duty,
Try is a word each hour,
Will is a word of beauty,
Can is a word of Power.

Taken from one of my instructor, Ms. Zaibun. =) shes cool!

2009-08-18T20:49:00.002+08:00

Oh, oh my love, oh my darling........................ Cont..............

Are u a friend?
Just a friend?
or are we simply just friends?
or am i more than just a friend?
or can i be your special friend?

Ohhhhhhhh.... my love...... my darling..... nice ma darling? LOL!!! (ii tink chinese hear liao more interesting O.O realli?) Ohhhhhhhh......

2009-08-05T21:54:00.003+08:00

erms... ii've decided and ii shall proceed with next stage of my life...

lols sounds weird... but ii seem to have a new direction in life...

i dont want my life to become stagnant...

well... was chatting to my biggest boss from my side...

den it was like the 2nd time he talking cock with me...

initially go inside his office was to discuss our stuff...

den he say u should understand wat ii want u to do... den thats the end of discussion...

lols den wat followed was like he started asking me u and ur gf how long liao?

blah blah blah...

from gf talk to family

from family talk to next lunch =\

his next lunch is to allow me to continue to talk cock.. lols damn funny boss...

but its in a way fun to have such a boss who is willing to guide and talk cock at the same time... but my boss did tell me.. quickly go and take ur things and muz save.. if not next time wedding verii xiong...

hahahahas its like so far yet so near... just tink back... i was 16 then, then followed by 17... 18... 19... 20... booom! 21!!! this year alr so old.. getting to a stage of no return... my boss kip saying ii young den i was like tinking... actualli from wat i could rmember ii used to be young...

so ii have to behave like an adult and do planning like wat an adult should... cuz nobody's gonna wait for me... lols even my darling tan is studying her degree liaos.. all the best to u! ^^,

ya, btw i wanna thank XiaoDe and Melvin for the treat of the duck roll thingy.. woohoo! its damn nicey can! $6 for 5 pieces... a bit expensive but if wanna try nice food, no harm trying =) heard its from Orchard Ion.

wonder why ii typed everything out... ii wanna make another turn in my life soon, and ii believe this will be right... cuz everione is going to move ahead and no one is gonna stop... lols

at such, i would like to end my post.. although a bit lengthy but i suppose ppl should get wat ii trying to say.. lols

morale is we're no longer the same as wat we used to believe, as one who is still young, as one who still can thinks naively and taking for granted that things would just fall into place the way u want them to be.. whatever u want it to happen, YOU YOURSELF and ONLY YOU can MAKE IT HAPPEN!!! ^^

2009-07-27T00:13:00.002+08:00

Introducing bakky

lols.. its just a dog from somewhere..

verii close to me ^^,

lols too bad other fotos cannot show so...

just show a dog's foto should be ok ^^

tts all folks!

2009-07-19T10:08:00.003+08:00

The Climb

by Miley Cyrus

for Hannah Montanna the movie

i can almost see it

that dream i'm dreaming but

there's a voice inside my head saying,

you'll never reach it,

every step i'm taking,

every move i make feels

lost with no direction

my faith is shaking but I

I gotta keep trying

Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain

I'm always gonna wanna make it move

Always gonna be an up-hill battle

sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Isn't about how fast i get there

Isn't about what's waiting on the other side

It's the climb

The struggles i'm facing

The chances I'm taking

Sometimes might knock me down but

No I'm not beaking

I may not know it

But there are the moments that

I'm gonna remmeber most yeah

Just gotta keep going

And I, I gotta be strong

Just keep pushing on

Cause...

There's always gonna be another mountain

I'm always gonna wanna make it move

Always gonna be an up-hill battle

Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Isn't about how fast I get there

Isn't about what's waiting on the other side

It's the climb

There's always gonna be another mountain

I'm always gonna wanna make it move

Always gonna be an up-hill battle

Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Isn't about how fast i get there

Isn't about what's waiting on the other side

It's the climb

Keep on moving

Keep climbing

Keep the faith baby

It's all about

The climb

Keep the faith

Keep your faith

__________________________________________________________

This song ii typed it myself, dunnoe why the lyrics website dont let me copy. lols i oso not using it to sell but just to share..

Kowledge sharing is POWER...

2009-07-18T23:46:00.000+08:00

NEW SONG

Enjoy everyone! ^^

The Climb - from the movie Hannah Montanna

2009-07-14T21:10:00.002+08:00

well well well, this was wat i looked like 2 years ago.. but so funny, i posted this foto when i posted it for my presentation course..
Someone commented, "Wow, you looked so different!"
den i was replied the person, "That was when i was younger..." lols -.- so i did changed my looks..

lols but i tink i have changed the way i talk to ppl too after this course, cuz i learnt that praising ppl for things that they do, it will make a person's day so bright and colorful.. lols *i know it cuz when i receive praise, im like verii happi.. * hahahas

tts the end of the story.. nitez ppl!

2009-07-04T08:09:00.001+08:00

Damn cute! lols

2009-06-26T06:39:00.002+08:00

当我老了，不再是原来的我。请原谅我，对我有一点耐心。

当我把菜汤洒到自己的衣服上时，当我忘记怎样系鞋带时，请想一想当初我是如何手把手地教你。

当我一遍又一遍地重复你早已听腻的话语，请耐心地听我说，不要打断我。你小的时候，我不得不重复那个讲过千百遍的故事，直到你进入梦乡。

当我对新技术和新事物不知所措时，请不要嘲笑我，想一想当初我怎样耐心地回答你的每一个“为什么”。

当我由于双腿疲劳而无法行走时，请你伸出你年轻有力的手搀扶我。就像你小时侯学习走路时，我扶你那样。

当我忽然忘记谈话的主题，请给我一些时间让我回想。其实对我来说，谈论什么并不重要，只要你能在旁边听我说，我就很满足。

当你看着老去的我，请不要悲伤。理解我，支持我，就像你刚开始学习如何生活时我对你那样。当初我引导你走上人生路，如今请陪我走完最后的路。给我你的爱和耐心，我会报以感激的微笑，这微笑中凝结着我对你无限的爱。

<当我老了> happened to chanced upon this and found it to be very meaningful, just to post something on this date in the year that im 21.

thank you darling

2009-06-17T23:20:00.000+08:00

thank you darling!
U helped me out and not leaving me alone when i'm in trouble.. :) thanks a million darling tan!

2009-06-04T23:12:00.002+08:00

just sad, no particular reason.

its weird... no mood to do anything...

izzit becuz of work? or izzit that im lacking of something?

tink im not fully utilizing my life... =(

2009-05-28T00:21:00.002+08:00

[left to right]

minyi, eugene, ChuXiang, kimwei, grace tan

Woohoo! finally a post with a foto =D

realise onlii managed to take less than 10 fotos.....

lols but then.. just to wish this center gal a Happy 21st Birthday!

got invited when i invited her during my birthday.. lols so cannot dont show face =\

2009-05-11T21:30:00.003+08:00

There were four people: Everybody, Somebody, Anybody and Nobody.

An important job had to be done.

Everybody was asked to do it.

Everybody was sure Somebody would do it.

Anybody could have done it, but Nobody did it.

Somebody got angry bout that, because it was Everybody's job.

Everybody thought Anybody could do it but Nobody realised that Everybody wouldnt do it.

It ended up that Everybody blamed Somebody when Nobody did what Anybody could have done.

[Definition of teamwork]

well, this is life. expecting others to do something yet nobody would wan to do it cuz they themselves have expectations as well. things will never happen with everyone just expecting for something to happen. So, want things to happen, do something to make it happen.

[Defined by KimWei]

2009-04-23T20:18:00.002+08:00

Try out new thing =D

2009-04-22T23:51:00.003+08:00

Scary~

the world is getting worst

do wat u wanna do..

live it to the best ^^

thats wat i feel this verii moment..

after my place here like got a gust of wind...

like the time i experience in vietnam when there is a typhoon =\

2009-04-18T20:56:00.001+08:00

Reality

Time ticking away...

before u know it

gone!

Buddy Birthday

2009-04-11T11:27:00.005+08:00

Introducing..

my buddy's Birthday which falls on 11.04.2009

a beautiful day..

may ur wishes come true!

The present for him..

although nothing fanciful..

but just hope he enjoyed it ^^

best buddy ever =)

Mr Leong Wen Xian

(Mr.Simon)

(oMeGa_oNe)

without you, nothing is possible for me today...

thank you

2009-04-10T22:28:00.002+08:00

late entry

wondering wat i did for my birthday?

o.o most prob all wont be bothered.. lols

merely tried two new things this time

one is the GV Gold Class

[Confession of a Shopaholic]

hahas its quite fun indeed, the feeling of sitting on a automatic chair

and ordering a cheese cake tat cost more den 10 over bucks...

freaking nice *Thumbs up*

den cold got blanket cover

service received its just a level higher ^^,

next next

tried the SINGAPORE FLYER

no wonder nowadays they say sales is picking up again

due to ppl like me who visited the FLYER can

my dream, a future that belongs to the "extraordinary"
a different culture, a different lifestyle tat i would love to indulge in

a Big THANK You to "U"!

^^ i enjoyed myself =)

2009-03-31T11:13:00.006+08:00

Today is my Birthday 31.03.2009

another turning point, now tat i can decide everything by myself.

am i rdy for it? lols

dont realli know.. but then, just try my best in everithing tat i wanna do ^^

all the fotos posted.. are just fotos ii've taken over the years..

lols mayb i might have changed in one way or another.

so on my birthday just show bout myself ^^

Chinese Birthday

2009-03-30T14:19:00.003+08:00

on 10032009

lols this gal ask me muz go JP-.-

although i freaking tired tat day...

ask me go make a cake..

yuan lai..

its my chinese birthday..

i almost forgot bout it..

er yue 14th.. lols dunnow how to spell 14 in chinese =\

So Happy Birthday to mE! =D

thanks darling tan^^

2009-03-30T09:31:00.002+08:00

Free today and tml.. lols cuz take leave.. so nothing better to do.. this song is exceptionally good..

read the lyrics... lols its bout Love, want to love dont have to wait till end of world to tell e other party. dont wait till the other party is no longer available den u regret and say "what if".. its only bout whether u did it ^^
Mei You Ru Guo -

2009-03-29T22:52:00.003+08:00

O.o finalli one foto after so long..
ok.. tink bout it...
why should i even be mad bout it?
lols.. its meant to be a gift

just take it as a gift...
expectations = wants someone/seombody to do something for me..
lols so dont expect...

my lil birthday celebration.. lols no headache for anyone.. no nid tink of where to go.. wat nid to transfer this and that.. ma fan dao yao ming.. worst ting.. i tink the way all calculate it.. like jing jing ji jiao lidat.. hahas.. although i neva voice anything..
but i feel verii fortunate.. at least ppl turn up when i invite.. ^^ tats a plus point..
just forget bout the negative thingy..
a veryy big thank you for all that attended.. hahas cuz there are a few tat didnt manage to turn up though.. so muz say thanks to those who "Shang Lian" and turn up..

on top of that, another plus point.. nobody feels awkward in this lil celebration.. woohoo! first time i invite different groups of ppl, nobody feel bad or anything
hahas mayb all i close and know better de, unlike the clash with pri and poly de.. hahas like going to war lidat.. =\ this time round selectively choose the best to attend.. ^^ good good ehs..

One Full Jar

2009-03-25T23:00:00.001+08:00

One day, an expert in time management was speaking to a group of business students and, to drive home a point, used an illustration those students will never forget. As he stood in front of the group of high-powered overachievers he said, "Okay, time for a quiz."

Then he pulled out a one-gallon, wide-mouthed Mason jar and set it on the table in front of him. Then he produced about a dozen fist-sized rocks and carefully placed them, one at a time, into the jar. When the jar was filled to the top and no more rocks would fit inside, he asked, "Is this jar full?" Everyone in the class said, "Yes." Then he said, "Really?" He reached under the table and pulled out a bucket of gravel. Then he dumped some gravel in and shook the jar, causing pieces of gravel to work themselves down into the space between the big rocks.

Then he asked the group once more, "Is the jar full?" By this time the class was on to him. "Probably not," one of them answered. "Good!" he replied. He reached under the table and brought out a bucket of sand. He started dumping the sand in the jar, and it went into all of the spaces left between the rocks and the gravel.

Once more he asked the question, "Is this jar full?" "No!" the class shouted. Once again he said, "Good." Then he grabbed a pitcher of water and began to pour it in until the jar was filled to the brim.
He then looked at the class and asked, "What is the point of this illustration?" One eager beaver raised his hand and said, "The point is, no matter how full your schedule is, if you try really hard, you can always fit some more things in it!"

"No," the speaker replied, "that's not the point.

The truth this illustration teaches us is: If you don't put the big rocks in first, you'll never get them in at all. What are the 'big rocks' in your life? Your children; Your loved ones; Your education; Your dreams; A worthy cause; Teaching or mentoring others; Doing things that you love; Time for yourself; Your health; Your significant other? Remember to put these BIG ROCKS in first or you'll never get them in at all. If you sweat the little stuff (the gravel, the sand), then you'll fill your life with little things you worry about that don't really matter, and you'll never have the real quality time you need to spend on the big, important stuff (the big rocks).

So, tonight, or in the morning, when you are reflecting on this short story, ask yourself this question: What are the 'big rocks' in my life? Then, put those in your jar first."

2009-03-13T18:50:00.000+08:00

I name it:

Emo's Fren Day

a year ago,

e date i go tekong.

carrying a heavy load in my heart.

wondering wats the kinda life tat awaits me.

thats when i know things have just gotta change.

irmbritbcuziwastoldtormbr

A day to remember my fren.

2009-02-14T09:41:00.002+08:00

Today is Valentine's Day

Sharing phrases from an email that i've gotten:

To Realise The Value of a Sister,

Ask Someone who doesnt have one.

To Realise the Value of Ten Years,

Ask a newly Divorced Couple.

To Realise The Value of Four Years,

Ask a Graduate.

To Realise the Value of One Year,

Ask a Student who has Failed a Final Exam.

To Realise the Value of Nine Months,

Ask a Pregnant Mother who gave birth to a still born.

To Realise the Value of One Week,

Ask an editor of a Weekly Newspaper.

To Realise The Value of an Hour,

Ask the Lovers Who are waiting to meet.

To Realise the Value of one minute,

Ask a person who had missed a train, bus.

To Realise the value of one Second,

Ask a person who survived an accident.

To Realise the Value of one millisecond,

Ask a person who won a Silver medal in Olympics.

Time waits for no one.

Treasure every moment you have,

you will treasure it more when you can share it with someone special.

Thus, today is one of such day which you might want to make a difference!

Happy V.Day to All once again=D

2009-01-19T21:02:00.002+08:00

Did you know that there are 2 DAYS in your life that you can do nothing about?

One is Yesterday,

one is Tomorrow.

We can only live in today,

Today we can LOVE, DREAM, WORK

and ABOVE ALL.......

ENJOY!

so pls.. everyone who knows me.. pls make full use of ur life.. do things that u want to and at the same time pls be HAPPY! Enjoy life to the fullest...

do watever u want, and have no regrets! =D

tts all folks =)

2009-01-15T21:41:00.001+08:00

TO STEAL IDEAS FROM ONE PERSON IS PLAGIARISM(><,")

TO STEAL FROM MANY IS RESEARCH

Last Day of 2008 ^^

2009-01-01T22:15:00.012+08:00

Yet another

Late Entry (^^,)

[31.12.2008]

kim wei & grace

met up with the followingmr Leong Wen Xian & Marcus & kimwei respectivelyfollowed by Kelvin Chan who is in green (Chan Mali Chan) =p

wat i used to called him in e past

then... ate dinner at this tang dian wang @ suntec (quite nice, service good plus they take funny fotos for ppl such as the one above machiam like class foto style )

met up with Kelvin's younger bro which is the one in e center. the rest did introduce but i cant remember.. i onli know his bro is Gary. cuz the first moment he saw me, he called my name and ask if im kim wei...

so cool! i dont even remember him =\ lols (he knew my younger bro, Run Tang though)

<< a brief summary>>

Kelvin, Wen Xian & Marcus are all my pri sch frens.. lols

wat happened after we makan...

we splitted up and 4 of us proceeded to boat quay to find marcus's fav pub, <Amber 21>

door gift such as the one below were givenlalala... we sing songs until...

Ding Dong Ding Dong!!!! its the arrival of 2009!

party poppers were popped

party sprays were used in sucha confined area =\

and HAPPY NEW Year to all!

our pasttime with the door gifts, pool and chitchatting session.

and wats so extra was we played with the waitress, Rebecca.

and got to know Marcus's poly fren who happened to be sitting infront of ours.

Showcasting some of the grooviest moments

grace & rebecca
kw, marc, wx
Gosh!!!happiest moment for marc tt nite. a peck on the cheek for his fren, Joanna.
and im the photographer for him =x i gave the cue yet he slow motion, tts why didnt manage to take the perfect shot =(lols since she so cute looking, how can i missed out on taking one foto with her.. ^^the late comer, who decided to come and join us for some fun!and happily preparing to go home (for e rest of them) me go back to camp =(outside Amber 21

cuz my buddy, wx.

a bit too high... ^^ but its ok bro!

i know he will view my blog de.. lols

so i post this foto let him see :p

(still got more of such fotos)

e end of the day for them

while i headed back to camp tt very day.. lols

tts all for the updates... till then...

adios!

2009-01-01T21:57:00.004+08:00

Late Entry

X'mas eve mini celebration

lols first time lighting up my hse =x

although not much but tried to get the feel of x'mas from my hse.. the person below is my mummy... hees happened to take when she is pinching some food from the table =\
my elder bro and his "gal" in the kitchen preparing the food we bought =D
followed by the 2nd bro.. which is me!
and my gal: Grace Tan
heyhey
first time putting x'mas tree at home.. lols although a miniature one.. but still a x'mas tree
with pressies that each individual brought along..
but then... forgot take foto of the item i bought..
lols but end of the day my younger bro's gf took it home..
a miniature music box...
the one below is my younger bro and his gal: i dunnoe wat's her name although come over my place dozens of times.. lols
too bad.. gotta intro urself instead of me going to find out bout u.. ^^ and lastly, just to show wat we cannot missed out when celebrating x'mas
Christmas Log Cake
bought from Raffles City ^^ taste normal.. =x
but looks verii cool..
wanna buy the Gelare Cafe's ice cream log cake but sold out le.. =(

that day itself went to several places with my elder bro
cuz he is the one who suggested it but last min den get the things...
lols lucky tat day is half day.. got time to shop ard with him..
from Marina Square to City Link
From City Link to Raffles City
Back to Bukit Panjang Plaza
before finally heading home to decor the house =x
lols end up visitors got the hang up the decor with us =D
not bad for a first time... ^^

2009-01-01T13:34:00.002+08:00

HapPy HapPy NeW Year 2009!

a brand new year.. an amazing start

lols surprisingly i didnt slp until the today morning 11am=x

everione pls enjoy urself (^^,)

(,^^)may all ur wishes come true ppl!

Shall post some fotos when i get it

maybe its just bcuz i dont feel as close anymore, just wanna shun away

tiredness doesnt realli matter when one wishes to go have fun

Wonderful movie

2008-12-28T00:15:00.002+08:00

PLS PLS PLS!

go catch this movie =D

its fantastic!

simply fabulous!

hees ^^

and dont say YES! for the sake of saying...

but do make it a point...

nites everione!

lols

2008-12-23T09:48:00.002+08:00

Sadded =(

been nervy the entire nite that i didnt manage to catch much slp...

den my freaking instructor ask me to drive for like 1 hour plus close to 2 before the test..

tmd..

end up.. my leg so weak lidat.. step clutch oso got prob.. lols shivering de can...

sian.. so end up failed...

fail not by a bit...

super disappointing...

first attempt yet my FTT going to expire.. wt freak rite? lols

nvm just gotta take my theory again..

and make sure i dont repeat the same mistakes i made today

2008-12-22T12:18:00.002+08:00

ON LEAVE

well well well... these 2 days gonna be on leave.. cuz tml sorta impt day for me.. lols

but at home oso nothing much to do =(

been held up since beginning of the year..

wat to do...

this is life...

sometimes u just gotta do things which is beyond ur control...

2008-12-16T19:46:00.002+08:00

RIP

u have always been a very obedient ___.

Seeing u suffer also pains my heart.

U are the first to leave once i stepped in,

i never tot u would be e first.

cuz its just like ytd when i first saw u with Kumara.

tts it... May u have a good afterlife =)

and ease away all ur sufferings.

With love, Kim & frens (esp. Kumara)

2008-11-30T08:50:00.009+08:00

-Late Entry-

HelLo! ^^ Miss Me?

i started to blog on the 1st and today is the 30th of e month of Nov =x

im sucha lazi blogger..

well, just to update u guys...i just had my 3rd rd of POP on 301008hees..

shall not touch on the unit that i passed out from..

dunnoe whether can show anot.. so just show one foto in civilian wear =D

well well well.. wat else did i do?have been eating tons of food and celebrating ppl's birthday

-POP Day-

followed by chinwei's birthday @ Sukudo @ Cineleisure

well, that day freaking noisy..

lols cuz dunnoe how to apreciate those shitty band=x

Birthday boy ^^ although a bit late

but thought counts rite? ^^

my meal at sukudo

Tada! another birthday =D

but not the dog below celebrating birthday =(

kena dragged to my darling's pal birthday =\

sounds damn far-fetched..but its my past-time @ michelle's place..

this cute little maltese^^its bad to con a dog.. esp. when it is verii emotionally to owner.. lols

i merely used food and its verii attached to me for e day =DIts fav. action done on me for the entire afternoon =))The Owner of the Maltese & the Birthday gal for the tt day =)

up next...

sry the below foto is taken not becuz its my birthday

just wanna post my own foto in my blog.. lols

Its the yellow shirt guy.. Thomas.. happy Birthday to u!

Recently haven been going out much oso.. lols although i come out everi nite for the month of nov... cuz i damn tired everyday de.. tink cuz getting old le.. =\ bad sign...

well.. shall end off here.. lols

till then... this coming dec is a month of happening days =)

2008-11-01T00:53:00.000+08:00

Started off with a day like this...

Ended up to another day like this...

若是我有一百万

2008-10-18T10:12:00.000+08:00

若是我有一百万一百万我有一百万一世人就轻松

无讲无人知讲到真歹势吃甲彼呢大汉搁不曾坐飞机
拼搏彼多年无车无厝搁无爱人看人娶某搁做生意有钱搁有势

若是我有一百万我要坐飞机我要游世界HAWAII晒太阳日本吃寿司
若是我有一百万我要买车买厝山珍甲海味啥人卡福气来乎我做某

若是我有一百万一百万若是你有欠用钱开嘴免客气

若是我有一百万我要坐飞机我要游世界意大利饮咖啡路边吃Spaghetti
若O我有一百万我要买车买厝买店来收租闲闲免做工带狗去散步

若是我有一百万一百万若是你有欠用钱开嘴免客气
若是我有一百万一百万十千八千拿去用免还嘛无问题
若是我有一百万一百万
念白：朋友啊，你想一百万真多啊！

Cool song! if i have a million dollar..

2008-10-11T11:39:00.000+08:00

原諒我 YUAN LIANG WO - 蕭敬騰

Failure

2008-10-05T16:05:00.003+08:00

Failed
miserably as a fren

Alienated
in the eyes of others

Uncomfortable
just like a stranger

Mistake
that should never hv taken place

i tried to hang it in there, but i just couldnt.
u guys taught me to be a better fren to being with, taught me to cherish frens,
taught me to be grateful for watever ppl have done for me.

i did
and i started this tradition.
but now im leaving it. it does feel sad for me though.
but i would be more sad if im to continue...

i rather have nothing at all than to have something and be sad bout it...
i dunno how to treat frens e way they want me to...
but im sure i treated them as one
i've already said, anything i do i just want to be happy...
if im not gonna be happy den i dont tink i will go and do it again...
i tried..
but failed...
in e end...
just back to square one...
if u realli tink u know me, u should know why i feel this way...
if u guys ever ask me if u have trouble, do i hide away from u?
but when trouble brews, giving an alienated look is wat i deserved?

Quote

2008-10-04T08:37:00.002+08:00

Life is interpreted in the following manner

If u tink everything can be back to the original,

it might be true only up till a certain point.

Taking a rubber band as an example;

You can choose to stretch it,

it will go back to its original shape and length.

However, have u guys ever noticed, when a rubber band is used on a huge container after a long period of time.

The next time round when u take out the rubber band, it becomes loose and bigger than before.

But if the rubber band is stretched beyond its capacity,

it will snap.

It symbolizes our kind of life, how we are mould under the different circumstances we face in life. I'm sure it will reflect truely on everyone's life here, when we are in a comfortable position, we tend not to want to explore and believe that we have only one purpose in life, which is to stay comfortable, but cant one even see it? Even a rubber band that is created by human being has more purposes in it, from being use for holding specs tgt when its broken, to even simple things like becoming the force to shoot at someone. This idea to blog just came across my mind for no apparent reason but maybe i might just wanna share it with everyone else who visits my blog.

- Never be complacent

- Strive for the purpose u want in life

- Most impt, ANYTHING u wanna do, just be HAPPY

2008-09-07T19:07:00.005+08:00

Till then......

Wont be back for a period of time

and

lols

no longer trustworthy...

even my family members were telling me...

im beyond a point whereby i cant be understood...

the junction i took

i just knew im driving in another direction

im selfish

yet i dont want to be stopped from anything

why did i even attempted in the first place

U treated me veri well, i know bout it...

just put it this way, im a fuked up person with a screwed up mentality...

probly neva gonna meet someone who can love me for the person the kind of person that i am

Explaining things would only be used as a form of excuse

butifitdragsfurther,iwouldbeaworstass

andsomuchformesayingsomeoneelseinthepast

imdoingthesamethingagaintohurtu

i just wanna say THANK You!

Uaregreat

esleenoynanahteromemgnivol

Monday Post^^

2008-08-18T01:21:00.004+08:00

a MondaY Post! lols so late yet im still not asleep..

cuz ii just finish watching my man utd match... -.- sad can

cuz Drew with Newcastle 1-1

all e other Big 4 won except my team.. lols but we give chance only :p

well on Sunday which was over just a few hours ago..

went to watch bad habits @ picturehse

goodness! there are sick ppl ard.. lols but it wasnt as nice as ii expected it to be.. the storyline was like predictable can... nothing more than wat was shown in the preview... so a bit disappointed

yep yep! on sat itself..

ii was a bit guai.. asked my aunt and grandma along with my mum to JP for lunch..

hees.. cuz ii got ulterior motive =p ta da! My niece, Carys ^^ omg she is shy.. so neva manage to get much fotos... she always seem to wear matching clothes with my aunt can =x

besides, this time she came back with her cousin who is 9yrs old.. but i didnt take his foto.. (not as cute cuz "lao" liao)
but he is damn smart boy with a super bad attitude.. and he is EXTREMELY talkative..

lols from the moment ii step in to fei cui to eat, he talked to me non-stop even when ii was eating the noodles.. lols and his topic revolves ard me to my family and even asked if i have gf sort of qns.. (ren xiao gui da) but the most interesting conversation with this boy, Teng Wei, is his ability to badmouth my Carys... LOL he can say things like if me and him are chatting and Carys happen to be ard, we will have to tell Carys wat we are chatting bout, if not Carys will pull a long black face and blah blah blah.. i would realli admit he is smart.. lols but smart in a different way.. and he dont have respect for elders cuz he address my mum by "oei". so lehs.. lols ii dont realli fancy him.. Carys is still better! ^^

e above is chen my Carys didnt notice im using my hp to take foto of her.. den got one foto with her face =)

ok.. getting real late.. nidda go orh orh.. lols see ya! till then, stay tuned!

Time Flew

2008-08-16T07:35:00.005+08:00

Hey!

Before ii knew it...

Time Flew by...

it passed by like a breeze... without realizing it

why do ii say it now?

ii just passed out from BSLC again.....

it also means ii got promoted yesterday... after a tiring 28km march thruout the entire nite...

back then at BMT... ii did took quite a number of fotos.. but not using my own camera.. (Cuz my parents dunno how to use)

so... just share 2 precious photos ii took using my mum hp =D First foto in my uniform.. taken with my mum ^^
and this is my dad... lols ii tink my family all same.. dunnoe how to smile de =\

tts why ii oso didnt how to smile =x

nevertheless, we muz take fotos for keepsake purpose.. lols and if u are wondering why onlii my parents were at BMT back then, ii can onlii say... ii tot the tickets onlii can admit 2 ppl... and both my parents wanna go see Tekong.. so lehs... onlii both of them went... lols

The above ii just gave it to someone, these contains the fotos i have taken over my different ages at different stages of my life. Erms, thinking back, each individual photo taken above show a different stage i was facing back then - Carefree, Free & Easy, Maturing Thru tough time and Poly stage. Dont really know the words to describe my life, its been something that i couldnt even understand how i have chosen to live my life. But nonetheless, talking bout my BSLC 29km march, i passed by alot alot alot of places and it brought back memories. I just realised the route taken, there were so many of them that i have actualli been thru and each i went with a different purpose. The following places were where i been to during the march:

War Memorial @ Kranji - This place i went there when i was in secondary school, couldnt remember it until i knew exactly what tombs are at which place even before the conducting people for the march intro to us the various people. lols back then, i remembered i went to this site on my bicycle... go there to sightsee places where ppl are buried = it was fun, cycling ard and sight see... the kind of hack care attitude towards anything back then, biking thruout the nite and being ranted whenever i reached home in the morning by my mum.

Lim Chu Kang Area - Torture Camp as what we termed it as during my secondary school days, omg! i cleanly forgotten that i have been thru a torture leadership camp conducted by Mr Sng C.S. back then. lols i still remember him saying, thru this camp u will be able to see the true colors of a person when he/she is tired. The torture camp is a 2D/1N thingy if im wrong, and we are suppose to walk from our school all the way to Lim Chu Kang area with tent and barang barang such as can food, maggie mees and stuffs. lols i finalli know why i knew so mani places ard Lim Chu Kang area and im veri familiar with the places in that vicinity. The whole stretch is captured vividly in my mind, and i can still remember walking thru that area and going back to school via the bukit timah hill area.

Max Koi Farm - this one is quite recent. during my attachment @ CAAS, i get to know this particular farm, happened to pass by this farm oso, they do keep a few dogs to guard the place though. i cant imagine i can regconize the place even though the farm was not litted up during the nite. mayb its due to the large piece of land with unique farm design making it look like a resort rather than just a normal farm. lols and the funniest thing is i've onli been there once, yet it left a deep impression.

Camp Site - this one is the most interesting one that i been to, this one is a camp site which i do not know its name, i onlii know if ii continue the other route inwards to that place, i would be able to go to a girl guide camp as well. lols i can vaguely remember these few places ard that area, cuz i have been to the girl guide camp as well for a campfire =p but this particular camp site i passed by during the march, its the camp site for Clementi Town Primary School's camp for Primary 5 students back then. lols this is the place we are issued with the black and white P.E T-shirt to signify we are the Upper Pri students in school. omg i would have a super embarassing time if i mention what i been thru during this camp. lols but i will just say it here, cuz i find it super funny till this day. some might be disgusted by wat im gonna type but i couldnt care less cuz its realli funny.. lols cuz i been to this camp back then with onli 1 underwear and 1 pe T-shirt. *faints* lols i was in a rush tat morning and my dad fetched me to school as i was super late for this camp trip =x I REALLY CANNOT BELIEVE HOW I SURVIVED THAT CAMP! =x lols the onlii change i got was the black and white PE T-shirt they gave us on the last day of the camp and i remembered that this camp was like a 4 to 5 days kinda camp = this is the primary reason why i said this camp site left deep impresson in me, and if im not wrong i revisited this camp site when i was in sec 3? to be the facilitator for my sec1 camp. lols during the sec school one i screwed up at the last part whereby i get Yan Kuang(sec 1 freshie back then) and a ger(apparently i forgot her name) to lead the campfire song =( they just couldnt sing when i ask them to sing ard in a circle. lols i tink nobody understands wat im typing bout unless u were from my secondary school, whereby e class i took was 1N2 if i didnt remember wrongly.

Memories kept coming back to me during the march... it showed me how much i have moved on... what were the interesting things that happened to me.. lols i onlii written mostly on the funny things but there are sad events coupled with the interesting events. if anyone were to find it boring! sorry =D cuz i have to write it somewhere to allow myself to recall such events in the future ^^ memories are meant to be kept somewhere. and this is where i have chosen to keep it =)

p.s. :i really dunnoe how to be happy when you seemed moody all the time, life is short and i just want to be happy.
Are humans are selfish beings? I guessed so, cus i am. But I dont tink i am asking for alot, cuz i onlii wanna be happy and thats all i asked for. i dont wanna be sad. i dont wanna kip trying. i just want it to be simple.

Sleepy

2008-08-10T00:31:00.002+08:00

In School, we like to sleep during lectures...

lols

In Army, we do the same thing as wat we did in school

just that...

it gets hilarious when we get scolding by funny ppl..

" You Guys Like to See God During My Lecture, Wait Till You All See The Satan "

i personally like this sentence verii much.. lols

and

pls DO NOT let ppl say that ur brain is expensive ^^

Weekend

2008-08-10T00:03:00.003+08:00

aww man... im back to blogging... lols recently have been reading ppl's blog yet doesnt wish to upadte my own one... hahas

perhaps nothing realli interesting happened?

lols however today since im sick and simply too lethargic to step out of the house..

shall update a lil

on fri.. straight aft book out... (half day off)

went to massage @ people's park

lols sorta not as good as ii expected it to be.. cuz it onlii seemed to make my muscle more pain =(

btw went with my bslc bunk mates.. lols one of them even went for 'extra'

while i went for the 'fish spa' as shown belowgoodness! its great can... lols make ur feet and hands damn clean

on top of that, gives one a verii funny feel when u place ur hand and feet in.. lols gotta try it urself to know how fun it can be...

well, on this sunday..

time to pay back wat i owe..

lols got into a bit of trouble in bslc recently... =x

and punishment is to book in on sunday 730am... to serve my confinement..

lols this punishment is considered light comparatively to wat was initially told to us =x

Alpha 02 -.- we onlii slacked for that few seconds can.. den kena caught

lols nvm.. dont have to fail course or go db is good enuff.. =\

^^ sry jiayi! couldnt make it to the celeb @ loof

anw.. hope uu enjoy urself =D and happy 21st birthday in advance!

with tat.. tink ii nidda go back to rest.. take care everione =) one more week to promote again ^^

2008-07-19T08:51:00.002+08:00

Dont Grow Old, Grow Up!

one of the quote i learnt in recent days, we age as the days get by yet we muz be wiser instead of just ageing =)

Sometimes we get busy with our lives that we fail to notice the surroundings, the love ones beside us.

just taking for instance, Singapore does have its own nice scenic places...

and its MARVELLOUS! i neva knew that i can get to see aurora skyview in Singapore itself and the sky can be so clear... all these i saw it in special places in Singapore... lols in army, the pace seems to slow down.. but neva the ppl ard u... everione moves on...

p.s. dont bully Grace can

Life Continues...

2008-06-29T00:08:00.006+08:00

Another Post

on another day...

lols cuz this kuku below today no time to pei me :p still ask me accompany her take to jurong east lahs...

today take e fotos ii all dont haf yet..

end up i accompany her all e way =x

enjoy urself!

btw just to update ppl who havent seen me in a while... lols im currently in S I S P E C so lehs...

which oso means im not longer in Tekong.. woohoo!

now somewhere near boon lay... lols

up next!

[late entry]

its always better to be late than NEVER

tio bo?

^^ finally ii took foto with my buddy, Mr. Leong

Wen Xian is currently up for grab... Single and available

interested parties pls feel free to apply with me to meet up with him!

he is veri picky =x

whenever i go out with him.. always neva take foto.. hahas cuz ii tink we both guys, so a bit malu to take foto.. but then... i brought him to rajah inn for dinner tt day.. hahas

he simply love it! lols although it was a short dinner cuz we reached there late

he's the man! lols neva fails to be there

he same as me.. lols dunnoe how to smile in front of the camera

so mani similarities btw the 2 of us... haha

he tried to take a foto using his own k700i and he said omg, my hp camera cmi.. lols =\

the 2 pots for Mr. Leong and Mr. Chua

the sumptous desserts, simply love it can! wenxian liked the durian ooze the most...
after tt.. brought him to meet Grace as she was in town.. lols and the 3 of us went to watched Deception... how can my best buddy dunno my gf...

next next next...

i found this at home.. lols

time flew... and this brought back memories that i have forgotten.. hahas

in my mind

i tot attachment at airport was a smooth sailing one until i saw this small booklet..

i realise no matter where i went to... ii always had problems...

how i felt bout how ppl are treating me... hahas

like Uncle Hovan onlii took [E] to inspection while i wasnt taken to any...

chatted with [E] and i wasnt socialable... and penning thoughts down into this booklet

hahas ii would have forgotten bout this part cuz my last few mths in airport was realli verii happening and nice! and i was realli realli happy during tt period... just feel tat i should post this up..

[this booklet was further used to write wat are the things tat we did daily]

Through this, i hope ppl who got things that they wanna remember... write it down somewhere...

[[so that memories will always remain! let the beautiful things that had happened to be memories that can never be erased!]]

Ending! ppl take care =)

Life Carries On

2008-06-28T23:40:00.004+08:00

HaPpy 21st BiRthday CINDY YEO!

which fell on a special date 27062008

so sorry that i couldnt make it in time to get to ur birthday celebration. as i was in the other part of Singapore =(

certainly hoped u enjoyed urself and pls pls pls stay happy Sister! hees...

and

Michelle!
Happy 20th Birthday...
her beautiful birthday fell on 25062008!

The pretty ger in GOLD in the above picture

she is the one who had just passed the age of 20! Welcome to the group starting with a beautiful 2!

a new beginning and i certainly hope u will stay happy & pretty pretty 4eva! ^^

a ger that looks innocent with an extraordinary mind :p onli ppl who know wat she is capable of saying will understand wat im saying.. lols

[lols ii put the color wrongly on purpose to see if u have noticed it =p]

Shall end here... Enjoy ur life to the fullest everibody!

Recent Happenings!

2008-06-16T11:05:00.006+08:00

Hey! Im backed.. lols

recently too mani things going on around me...
most impt is the Euro2008 tt is going on rite now.. lols
jk that is just secondary...
(becuz of this, im forced to drink can -.-)
wat are frens for... ii cannot guarantee to drink the most with u guys.. but nid me? i'll be there.. lols everytime go out with them.. nothing but drink and drink -.- may it be beer or hard liquor..
recently tried hennesys and martell... hennesys doesnt realli taste tt great although it is more ex=x

Section 3 outing to Newton Circus

pictures are self explanatory =D

some brought gers who arent their gfs' along =x

hahas

met long long OOT Richard.. damn cool so long no see him...

he oso feel happy for us tt we were all going to POP
(didnt manage to take foto with him) =x

Beer seems to be the onlii thing they realli enjoy =(

just on beer alone, i tink cost more than all the food we bought =\

Chin-up siao (Luther) & Section IC (Dexter)
Eight Pack Monster (Kim) =x a bit hao lian but tts wat they call me inside camp Beside me Jonathan(always kena bully =x) lols

den the indian, he neva kena bully... cuz he is our sergeant in-charge of section 3

lols normally other races will be e one kena bullied...

lols thru tt nite.. all my bunk mates know my another new nickname as Merlion =(

this nickname ii got it when ii went to drink with some of them at a pub a week before... lols

if u dont get the Merlion nickname, try tinking of wat does Merlion do for a living =D

Up Next, another trip to watch Euro2008 and to accompany some of them...

2 of them broke up with gf -.- so saddening... so ask me ii sure go out de...

to my surprise... still got gers =x

my fren jio go de... so ii onlii took one foto with one of them to show tt i've been outside tt nite.. lols

dark fotos are gud.. =) cannot see wat im doing =x

if im not wrong her name should be catherine?

tt nite ii tink is drink the most liaos le.. supposedly tt nite should be go club de.. but then... change of venue cuz the club too mani of the M going.. so we decided dont go there better... lols and im one of the most sober one tt left the ktv pub at 6am =D whahaha

($165 on beer, $168 on Hennesys, $148 on Chivas) so ex can =.=

cuz all of them took cab home and some even nap in the pub.. i chose to take a bus home =(
cuz ii treated most of the drink tt nite -.- lols more den half on me.. so LL have to take a bus home to save a bit of money...

Evidence of me taking a bus home tt morning although ii a bit blur blur.. still manage to walk to chinatown point myself.. lols

but taking a bus oso gud.. lols get to nap seh

Introducing....

Mr Kim (with a new outfit)

lols neva tried wearing such bermudas go out before.. so try try lo.. see whether ok anot..

Jiayi... although ii may be bringing ur darlx, Grace, to movie every week... but we have been eating gud food ok? ii neva mistreat her in any way =x (mayb ii did in some other ways)

This meal is not realli worth the price... lols although it looks appealing =x

Raw Appetizers

Cute Prawn ^^

For those tat does not know who is my gf..

ta da... lols bet most who read my blog de alreadi know who she is...

Miss Grace Tan

She is often seen near my area nowadays=x ii kip asking her to come over.. cuz ii forever tired de... lols but ii oso go over clementi de ok? dont tink ii onli ask her over to BP =\
she ah... lols ii nothing to say.. cuz ii realli dont tink ii treating her verii nice and the following sentence is for her...

[[Even when you are not being acknowledged, you chose to believe in me and carry on.]]dinner near my area... lols with my mama and brothers... =x ii seldom progress this fast de

mayb im older now le... everithing seems to be normal to me... nothing to hide.. nothing to be afraid of anymore... just afraid of myself...

lols nvm shall end here... have fun everibody... live ur life to the fullest... and u onlii gets to live it once... tink ii wanna go malaysia soon.. hahas go there once ii see the exchange rate hit 2.40

Quote

2008-05-25T15:06:00.002+08:00

[Fate determines who comes into our lives. The heart determines who stays]

my 100th post

just a quote which ii seen from vivian's nick

so true... mayb with several other factors

lols

Attached

2008-05-19T16:14:00.002+08:00

Ladies & Gentlemen

im officially attached!

which means i have a Gf now

but im not telling u guys who she is...

lols

if u aRe lucky enough, you would have Alreadi seen me with her ^^

Can i dont book in today?

ii drEad book in days =(

[this is the reason why i have never ever stopped at any junctions, i just carried on]

11May2008

2008-05-11T11:35:00.002+08:00

In E End
I Couldnt Resist
lols

i dunnoe if its right...
just see how it goes...

my vehicle has never stopped moving... junctions after junctions
am i at the right one?

Life Continues

2008-05-02T01:19:00.011+08:00

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Im backed! Did anyone miss my blog =x guss not cuz its getting dull & ii haven been a diligent blogger

shall update uu guys a little on wat ii have been doing recently

basically in army ur life is so freaking routine =\

so lehs.. shallnt touch on tt part.. lols

but then.. ii just came back from a field experience.......

(it is not a realli "nice" experience though) =p

Firstly shall begin with my birthday

lols

tt period ii was so sick... goodness... fever on and off during tt period -.-

probly due to adjusting to army life =x wat a weakling ii was...

ii was treated to sakae teppanyaki by my beloved classmates

cw,xd,mel,jiejie,jy

but sry ah.. my appetite wasnt realli gud cuz had fever tt afternoon... lols

thanks alot for the birthday cake ^^ loves the marble cheese... but ii dont have fotos on the event... cuz nobody send me.. =x so sad can...

lols up next ii shall show uu guys on the gifts ii received for tt daya Braun Buffel Wallet (lols must be ii complain my one a bit going to spoil) but haven spoil yet so ii haven decide to use this just yet =x see when ii tink ii should change to this wallet =D

Brought to Me By:

GERM

a very lovely foto inside the wallet ^^ ii will kip it well...

ps: btw jiejie... the coin uu were talking bout... ii dont seem to find it anywhere in the bag or watsoeva=x

beneath the LOVELY foto lies another LOVELIER foto... lols with me in the picture.. so cool..

ii can tell one look this foto is taken in Terminal 3 =)Up next:

Presented with a Spa Voucher at Paragon =x

From:

Shi Jun

XiaoDe

ChinWei

Melvin

tt place is posh... lols but then.. the ppl who gave me the voucher..

at least tell me uu accompanying me to go can.. =x

tt spa thingy is in such a posh place... x=

how am ii to go alone ='(

lols but this means tt they wan me to relax

(mayb ii looked a bit tensed up) lolsThe Above is pasted on the Bag.. ii particularly chose this ^5

"Do Not Judge A Book By Its Cover"The Nex one is the "Irony" Peppermint for nice breath

hinting tt ii got bad breath =x

lols this one muz have came from the person who lost it for me the other time round

shallnt mention it here as well.. on top of tt... lols

ii shallnt mentioned other stuffs tt ii received cuz ii see liaos stunned =\ imagine seeing "Notes" inside shampoo =x not realli nice to receive things loaned out to others

The Above is the Card "Wo Men Zhe Yi Ban" ii received on tt day itself... lols ii love this the most ^^ particularly the 5 different faces of me and wat ppl realli wanna say to me... one thing to mention is the part tt everione tinks im a sad person =( all telling me to be happy =x do ii reali look tt sad? =\ mayb shld change on my facial expressions soon =;

Coming Up for the following week:

"FAMILY" Outing

with DaJie, ErJie, SanJie

hees they say wanna go out tgt... so out ii went with them

we went to eat Indian Vegetarian Buffet =x lols damn cool rites... but mayb ii not ah bu neh neh... hahas dun realli know how to appreciate the food much

The BomBay Vegetarian Cafe @ Suntec

First time ii eat buffet eat so little... hahas show uu all a lil on the food we tried for tt day

The Egg looking crispy thingy.. hahs this one seriously taste not bad for an indian food... a mixture of tastes with the sauce to be placed inside

The cereal food... lols eat a bit still ok... but more... =x funny feeling the food there eat in small quantity still stomach can take it... but eat slightly more... uu might start to find it a bit weird on ur tummy... hahas

The things received on tt day..

a Birdie - lols reminds me of me being a kid who play this kind of aeroplane =x

some of the words for me... lols shall not type it out.. see if uu can see it from the pic

The most interesting part... is the cup for me... lols

without hot water its just a plain black cup

Upon putting in hot water.. lols "HAPPPY BIRTHDAY" will surface from one side and the other

Ta Da! this foto reminds me of me sending erjie during one of the lecture... lols 1 and a half years back then =\ time flies

Another Highlight Gift: The specially prepared card... lols Sanjie said she drew it... =p

but ii rmbr she drew an ugly pic for her IT proj =x lols thanks thanks ii love this pic of my blog verii verii much ^^

The Contents inside... lols

The small little cake for the nite... lols we had ben & jerry ice cream beforehand...

time is running short for me... ii nidda go out.. hahas so lehs... cut short wat ii nidda type... anyway... wanna update other things but no pics and no time to type out everithing x=

shall update uu guys again... thanks everyone! *muacks*

ppl who remmenbered my birthday.. ii will thank uu guys in the next post ^^

cya guys!

=(

2008-04-14T08:40:00.002+08:00

Yo! Today is Monday

lols yet here i am blogging

ii should be in tekong...

but then...

cuz ii wanna go back in so much... today is an impt event

yet there is so much little my lousy body can do...

with temp of 39.6 ii still wore my uniform wanting to report ytd..

but the doctor kip telling me...

if u are my son,

ii would strongly encourage u to stay at home to rest,

if not inside the camp, nobody will take care of you.

in the end, you might even have to book out again if your fever reoccurs.

sounds true... the doctor ask my mum to respect my decision if i still wanna report back..

ii realli wanted to report back ytd.. ii realli do...

but my head was giddy and body shivering... lols sounds a bit dramatic..

but ytd afternoon my fever shot above 40 degree de.. hahas ii waited for it to go below 40 to see doctor.. cuz above 40 sure nidda go hospital =x

btw sorry bro... ii wanna meet uu ytd to pass u sth oso de... but you xin wu li =(

jiejie.. sry also ah.. cuz uu to go down urself... jiang hao go down tgt but ii still haven recover so cannot go down with u =)

ii always tot having a strong body is all that matters, but overexerting it can sometimes have undesirable effects.

been sick for like the last few weeks, came back on weekends and totally have minimal rest.

ii can still remember first book out ii have zero rest at all =x

subsequently ii went out and have minimal rest like taking a nap in the theatre... my lousy body just couldnt take it anymore... =(

gotta take better care of it from now on... =D

tts all for now... to all my frens.. pls take care of ur body ^^

Life Update

2008-03-29T16:23:00.003+08:00

My New Look

lols... Enlisted le.. came home... but the feeling is so damn weird...

dunnoe how to describe.. hees..

been missing out a lot of things... hasnt really been updating myself

in the so-called army.. lols ii am one of the fittest among my cohort..

but then... does it matter?
meeting a new group of people again...

you will see selfish people, people who likes to bully ppl, and super duper cute ppl..

lols seriously a new phase of my life...

and ii hope i will do it well for this phase as well ^^

things tt ii picked up as well.. learning to discipline myself

ability to relate better with others...

lols and ii know its different nowadays..

ii am so much more tolerance towards bullies... haas cuz even ppl like me get 'bullied' =x

in the past ii might just have flared off and F*** him upside down.. lols

btw ppl who are going to enlist in the future.. plsplspls go exercise a bit..

at least go into the army wont feel so shagged... ii m one who slacked too much go into army without stamina at all =x

my 'hua ren shen re' er yue shi si 0214 =x my chinese han yu pin ying like getting worst

my so-called 'cake

jiejie who asked me to cut tt 'cake' lols

one foto taken tgt before she heads off for work while ii went home =x

lols this was my so-called frst booked-out...

ii didnt wanna go home tt day... and for any of my book-outs.. ii neva wanna just waste time doing nothing... ii made effort to go for anything if anybody asks me to go...

shall end here... lols ii am rather weak.. on my 2nd book out and im falling sick =x

see ya guys ard!

thank you

2008-03-12T06:45:00.002+08:00

Mel Thank You!

uu know why ii wrote this =)

ii will add oil de^^

im feeling damn emo now...

although im going to tekong onlii on thurs morning cuz today im gonna stay in camp...

just wanna take this opportunity to thank ppl who turned up ytd

jy,gracetan,mich,evon,xd,cw,Melvin and Elfie

seriously ii tink ii wasted u guys time

sry!

i hope when i come out i do not have to face awkward situations like seeing me like uu dunnoe me... if u tink this is referring to u... den it is...

there are times whereby i wanna see certain ppl... and ii realli meant it...

Lucks for everyone's exam results coming out this FRI...

Advance birthday wishes extended to Shijun...

Agnes...

Sanjie

Happy birthday to all of you... 2 of the above are 21 this year and sanjie uu are now 20! =)

shall end here... if anyone realli misses me... ii tink my hp should be contactable via sms whereby ii should have ways to sms back at nite...

ii hope its true tt ii can book out on Next Fri which is a public holiday...

Take Care Everyone!

Updates

2008-03-09T20:20:00.015+08:00

Begins my blog with a little updates on my life...

I have completed my long attachment @ CAAS Terminal 3

ESTATE MANAGEMENT

The time spent there is one of the most memorable memories ii have in my life...

from the beautiful and nice colleagues over there who neva fails to make my life gud over at CAAS

The ENDLESS treats from colleagues when we are finishing our attachment..

and its exceptionally sweet to have hui shien who constantly gives us 'LITTLE' surprises. =D

goodness the things she give me and evon... *shy* to even list it out =x cuz too mani liaos

mayb ii say one of it.. each of us got 80bucks taka voucher from her alone.. and its each of us have 80 =\ she is so nice can!

Uncle Hovan who drove us to Vivo and give us T3 Shirt, and pen before he is verii nice and treated breakfast ^^

Wai Lee who treated us choco, Uncle Liew and Uncle Kenneth who treated us to sumptous dinner and lunches (",)

Miss Wong who treated us to expensive lunch at hard rock cafe and Earle Swensens =]

SLAng (Siang Loong) who treated us to Wang Jiao Breakfast, dian xins, Gelare Waffles

Uncle Joe who treated us to beautiful lunches and dinners as well and being our supervisor (just tt he like to make us work OT, hees)
all the above are ppl tt ii can rmember got treat us things de... lols

BUT not forgetting

Ita, Joseph, Ahmad, Zul, Uncle David, Uncle Jamal, Jeffery, Firdaus

who shared valuable times with us ^^ and teaching us stuffs when we nidda help!

The are Sharan, Azrin, Taufiq

whom ii seldom interact but they do form the T3 Estate Management =) and they are great people as well... lols

Taking this chance to SAY

THANK YOU to all the above

much appreciated =)

Some of the places ii miss =(

The Meeting Room (For Presentation by External Contractors/ RNF, etc.)
The Table (People Normally Choose to sit alone)
EK chose to squeeze =p *mayb its more cozy this way*
the ordinary sofa
with an extraordinary purpose when it comes to nite time ^^

the 'lil' gifts for beloved colleagues

on the last day 22022008

The self prepared cards for some of the more IMPT ppl in the office ^^

with fotos printed using the office printer =) we are such nice ppl =x

lols these are BEST selected fotos that we have taken throughout the entire T3 stay

Moving on...

Life neva stops just bcuz ii wanted it to...

and here i am with my hair all gone.. ii misses it as well =( ii guess ii realli misses a lot of tings recently..

show uu guys some of the activities :D

Melvin's Birthday 2008

The Class '03 to celebrate for Melvin

Holding the Birthday Boy ^^

and a solo pic with him =) ii took off my cap to take with him can

lols and nice things ii hope wont come to an end =)

Randoms~

Meeting up with GERM for movie

the GERM and me in the glass ^^ thats the highlightMeeting with Evon for the Giraffe recording

ii particularly like this pic.. lols evon so cute in this foto ^^and to end off... a meeting with CT Ong...

his IAP students 07/08

Cool ^^ at Shoduku

Jap Mache style restaurant at Raffles City =)

shall end off here.. nites everione

lols a bit abrupt.. but lazii to blog le..

buaiz~!

Traffic Light

Green/ Amber/ Red

Car

Accelerate/ Brake

Pesdestrian

Definitely Hurt

sad

2008-03-04T19:37:00.003+08:00

Help me to be careful of e toes i step on today,

as they may be connected to e feet i may have to kiss tml
This is esp. true when u go to the workplace in the future.
odsayawlai,omegniebotsemoctinehw

Law of Attraction

2008-03-02T22:03:00.002+08:00

Yo!

lols today post...

just to post up something...

The Law of Attraction

Came bout by Kimwei

it can be perceived as using the magnetic theory:

North End and South End Attracts

Like Poles repels

It can also be in form of human nature:

Guy and Girl attracts

Same gender repels (assuming all people are normal ^^)

It can also be in form of theory heard from ppl:

Clapping can onli be completed when two hands meet

that is when the sound comes about =)

tts all folks! lols

Irony Of Love

2008-02-27T00:09:00.002+08:00

Irony of Love

Loving the right person at the wrong time,

Having the wrong person when the time is right,

And finding out you love someone right after That person walks out of your life.

And sometimes, you think you're already over a person,

Until you see them smile at you again, You'll suddenly realize that you're really not.

For some, they think that letting go is one way Of expressing how much you love the person,

By sacrificing your happiness for theirs, Without realizing that the other person's

Doing the same thing for them.

Most relationships tend to fail Not because of the absence of love;

Love is always present, It's just that one is being loved too much And the other was being loved too little.

We always fall in love with the person we think we love,

Only to discover that what we loved about them fades.

Bad experiences are always remembered,

But it's the wonderful memories that are captured To remind us that there are brighter days ahead And that happiness exists.

You need to learn to let go when you're hurting too much,

Realize that sometimes love just isn't enough And accept the fact that things aren't always gonna be the same.

There is someone out there who will love you more.

It's all the thought you put into your decisions That impairs your judgement

When your heart already knows what you need to do.

Listen to your heart. Even though it's on the left side, it's always right.

abstracted from lao da's frenster.. happened to chanced upon it... and ii bold things tt ii feel more true... nites everione^^

Mel's Birthday

2008-02-26T00:22:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday to You!! Melvin Koo Fu Shun...

Hope ii didnt spell ur name wrongly ^^

uu are now officially 20!

may u get ur waxing session soon =)

Sadded

2008-02-25T23:10:00.006+08:00

Today

its a day...

ii neva expected to come so earli...

things arent gonna be the same again =(

ii dread growing up...

if anyone is able to change how ii feel...

you are definitely gonna be the one