Erm.. I'm on my way home right now..
Talked to my colleague, joked and blah blah blah..

Den one topic came up, regarding that if i continue to be under this person..

There will be a day whereby i'll fail and not be as good as what i'm now..

Thinking of it is scary, cause in front of u they are your colleagues. But deep down, some may just want to see u fall. Hoping that one will fall while others are at their peaks.
I know i'll survive, cause i never believe that i cannot get anything done if i put my heart and soul into it.

Anyway, i enrolled. I know its gonna to difficult, and i strongly believe this is e path i need to take. There are still so many uncertainties that i need an answer, i hope i can unravel all of them soon... Thoughts running thru my mind every single minute, feeling e physical limitation on my body, yet telling myself, this is e life i've chosen. Persevere through and i'll be stronger than who i am yesterday.. :)

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posted by ×~.[[K|mZ]]™.~× at 6:26 PM [edit]