woohoo! let me pen this moment down...
important to me.. those who wanna read rubbish can feel free to go ahead... lols

erms... just as i was talking to my darling for an entire evening... we talk talk talk talk talk den was saying bout something to do with regret... lols regrets? erms it means that if today, this very moment you do or didnt do something. ok, den 10 years gone by... u tell yourself...

WHAT IF..... or simply just WHY DIDNT I SAY/ DO certain thing? den u tell urself, mayb today would have been different or YOU would have been different. in life, everyone have choices... but these choices, whether u are in control or u are not are totally different thing.

why i wanna write this down is due to the fact that there is one regret that i didnt choose to do it backed then, but i would always love to have a chance just to sit down and explain my actions backed then. people will think this is naive or simply talk cock lahs.. u just want something from it. BUT ITS LIKE also after u say it out, you let off a heavy stone inside ur heart that you wanna say it very much or u want the person to know very much. its not so much of the returns from the person, but more of the feelings bottled up in you that you will finalli be able to release due to the fact that you are going to say it out...

thats why i wanna pen it down, becuz this feeling had been kept in me, and i know if i close my eyes tml, i will still have this very regret up to my very death bed... why this would be a regret, is probably becuz im afraid or simply not having a chance to.. i tink its a combination of both.. hahas.. just wanna say.. think bout it! if you want something or you are bout to get something today. will you regret at the end of the day? what are the complications? but most importantly, will you have a heart that feels light as the years go by......

Labels: Feelings

posted by ×~.[[K|mZ]]™.~× at 10:46 PM [edit]