The above ii just gave it to someone, these contains the fotos i have taken over my different ages at different stages of my life. Erms, thinking back, each individual photo taken above show a different stage i was facing back then - Carefree, Free & Easy, Maturing Thru tough time and Poly stage. Dont really know the words to describe my life, its been something that i couldnt even understand how i have chosen to live my life. But nonetheless, talking bout my BSLC 29km march, i passed by alot alot alot of places and it brought back memories. I just realised the route taken, there were so many of them that i have actualli been thru and each i went with a different purpose. The following places were where i been to during the march:

War Memorial @ Kranji - This place i went there when i was in secondary school, couldnt remember it until i knew exactly what tombs are at which place even before the conducting people for the march intro to us the various people. lols back then, i remembered i went to this site on my bicycle... go there to sightsee places where ppl are buried = it was fun, cycling ard and sight see... the kind of hack care attitude towards anything back then, biking thruout the nite and being ranted whenever i reached home in the morning by my mum.

Lim Chu Kang Area - Torture Camp as what we termed it as during my secondary school days, omg! i cleanly forgotten that i have been thru a torture leadership camp conducted by Mr Sng C.S. back then. lols i still remember him saying, thru this camp u will be able to see the true colors of a person when he/she is tired. The torture camp is a 2D/1N thingy if im wrong, and we are suppose to walk from our school all the way to Lim Chu Kang area with tent and barang barang such as can food, maggie mees and stuffs. lols i finalli know why i knew so mani places ard Lim Chu Kang area and im veri familiar with the places in that vicinity. The whole stretch is captured vividly in my mind, and i can still remember walking thru that area and going back to school via the bukit timah hill area.

Max Koi Farm - this one is quite recent. during my attachment @ CAAS, i get to know this particular farm, happened to pass by this farm oso, they do keep a few dogs to guard the place though. i cant imagine i can regconize the place even though the farm was not litted up during the nite. mayb its due to the large piece of land with unique farm design making it look like a resort rather than just a normal farm. lols and the funniest thing is i've onli been there once, yet it left a deep impression.

Camp Site - this one is the most interesting one that i been to, this one is a camp site which i do not know its name, i onlii know if ii continue the other route inwards to that place, i would be able to go to a girl guide camp as well. lols i can vaguely remember these few places ard that area, cuz i have been to the girl guide camp as well for a campfire =p but this particular camp site i passed by during the march, its the camp site for Clementi Town Primary School's camp for Primary 5 students back then. lols this is the place we are issued with the black and white P.E T-shirt to signify we are the Upper Pri students in school. omg i would have a super embarassing time if i mention what i been thru during this camp. lols but i will just say it here, cuz i find it super funny till this day. some might be disgusted by wat im gonna type but i couldnt care less cuz its realli funny.. lols cuz i been to this camp back then with onli 1 underwear and 1 pe T-shirt. *faints* lols i was in a rush tat morning and my dad fetched me to school as i was super late for this camp trip =x I REALLY CANNOT BELIEVE HOW I SURVIVED THAT CAMP! =x lols the onlii change i got was the black and white PE T-shirt they gave us on the last day of the camp and i remembered that this camp was like a 4 to 5 days kinda camp = this is the primary reason why i said this camp site left deep impresson in me, and if im not wrong i revisited this camp site when i was in sec 3? to be the facilitator for my sec1 camp. lols during the sec school one i screwed up at the last part whereby i get Yan Kuang(sec 1 freshie back then) and a ger(apparently i forgot her name) to lead the campfire song =( they just couldnt sing when i ask them to sing ard in a circle. lols i tink nobody understands wat im typing bout unless u were from my secondary school, whereby e class i took was 1N2 if i didnt remember wrongly.

Memories kept coming back to me during the march... it showed me how much i have moved on... what were the interesting things that happened to me.. lols i onlii written mostly on the funny things but there are sad events coupled with the interesting events. if anyone were to find it boring! sorry =D cuz i have to write it somewhere to allow myself to recall such events in the future ^^ memories are meant to be kept somewhere. and this is where i have chosen to keep it =)

p.s. :i really dunnoe how to be happy when you seemed moody all the time, life is short and i just want to be happy.
Are humans are selfish beings? I guessed so, cus i am. But I dont tink i am asking for alot, cuz i onlii wanna be happy and thats all i asked for. i dont wanna be sad. i dont wanna kip trying. i just want it to be simple.

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