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Saturday, February 11, 2012


三寸天堂

停在这里不敢走下去
让悲伤无法上演

下一页你亲手写上的离别
由不得我拒

这条路我们走得太匆忙
拥抱着并不真实的欲望
来不及等不及回头欣赏
兰香遮不住伤
不再看天上太阳透过云彩的光
不再找 约定了的天堂
不再叹你说过的人间世事无常
借不到的三寸日光


停在这里不敢走下去
让悲伤无法上演

下一页你亲手写上的离别
由不得我拒

这条路我们走得太匆忙
拥抱着并不真实的欲望
来不及等不及回头欣赏
兰香遮不住伤

不再看天上太阳透过云彩的光
不再找 约定了的天堂
不再叹你说过的人间世事无常
借不到的三寸日光

不再看天上太阳透过云彩的光
不再找 约定了的天堂
不再叹你说过的人间世事无常
借不到的三寸日光
那天堂是 爱过你的地


Saturday, October 8, 2011

Just want to post these quotes up. To me it is inspiring, and I feel there is so much more to the quote he use. In remembrance of Steve Jobs.
"Knowing only what is truly important. Remembering you are going to die, if the best way I know to avoid the trap you have something to lose" - Late Steve Jobs
I believe when anyone die, they are left with nothing, thus, you will not be afraid to lose any longer, anything in life, we must try to strive for it.
"No one wants to die, even for people who wants to get to HEAVEN, they WONT want to die just to get there" - Late Steve Jobs
These are abstracted from the speech he gave at an University back in 2005 when he just overcome death after battling with cancer.

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Saturday, August 27, 2011

[Anthony Neely - Sorry That I Loved You]

For all of the time that I tried for your smile
For making you think that I was worth the while
So your love love love love love would be mine
For sending you flowers and holding your hand
That no one was there to take a stand
But then love love love made us blind

And I'm so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that it came true
But sorry doesn't turn back time

For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right
So sorry that I loved you
Sorry that I needed you
Sorry that I held you tight

And I'm So sorry for...
Making you love me and saying goodbye
For being the one that taught you how to cry
It was love love love and it passed us by

For giving you every thing that you dreamed
For taking it back when I fled the scene
Sorry love, for wasting your time
And I'm so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that it came true
But sorry doesn't turn back time
For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right
I'm so sorry that I loved you
Sorry that I needed you
Sorry that I held you tight
And apology now after all of this time
Won't make my difference tonight
But I'm hoping I'm Sorry will open up your mind
To love love love love in your life

Sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that it came true
But sorry doesn't turn back time

For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right
So sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that it came true
But sorry doesn't turn back time
I'm sorry that I loved you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
I'm so sorry that I loved you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I loved you

The above song clearly illustrated that one cant make mistakes, or when you chose to go ahead with a route, you cant turn back. Regardless of whether you are apologetic, its just "Sorry cant turn back time"

To Love Love Love Love in your life [Fav phrase]

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Saturday, July 16, 2011

Good day everyone!

Im backed! But this time I would just want to pen down my feelings at this moment in my life.
Recently, I made many a mistakes, I realised alot of things about myself as well.

I realised that when mistakes are made, sometimes it is hard for one to get back up. But u need the support from ppl around you to lift u up together, and im glad to say that i have my girlfriend by my side.

secondly, I also realised that I never wanted to lose in anything my entire life, but I knew I had enough. I never knew that I was never satisfied until now, I always want to win in every single thing I do. Regardless of whether it is something I deemed as important or I do not deemed it as important, my mind will tell me I need to win this. I realised I never use "I" in any circumstances, but rather I used "we" in my mind. I was doing what I presume what everyone will think is good.

At this juncture in my life, I feel great. I finally failed. Failed one of my module, I always thought to fail was a difficult thing to achieve. But it was easier than I thought, the moment I knew I dont feel anything when I failed, I knew I had let go that burden to always want to keep winning. It drains me of energy, making me a seemingly restless person.

Lets quote an example, do you realise when you play a simple game like the Bejewel in facebook, you will want to be the top of the chart and spend endless amount of time trying to beat ur next highest score. I realised I do and its not because I enjoyed the game, I just want to keep challenging myself further. At this moment, I realised what I feared to do in the past, I can now do it very easily to my girlfriend, the need to hug someone when I feel down, I suppressed that feeling or motion just simply because my upbringing wasnt meant to be taught this manner. A simple little hug can mean so much more, A simple Thank You from people can goes a long way, I always thought a simple gesture would suffice, but I guessed its just everyone have their own thinking and own mindset.

I knew I have to jot this down somewhere, and this is where I have chosen to do it. I certainly hope in the future I will remember it.

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Saturday, April 30, 2011

Hey hey!!
Think nobody blogs nowadays.. Haha.. But just to share a quote that I recently picked up. Think its a nice quote to follow in life, thus I shall share it here with everybody!

"Live without pretending,
Love without depending,
Listen without defending,
Speak without offending"

Exams are coming for those studying, especially to my dear Grace Tan. You do not have to give yourself undue stress, as being in a stressful state, it does not make u learn any better! Take it in a light hearted manner and I believe u will do well in this exam. So gd luck to all taking exams! Including myself!! Haha :D

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Sunday, March 13, 2011

Shocking...
The above are whirlpools :x i never knew such things existed. I only knew of such things when i played games. Aftermaths of what they they termed as Earthquake followed by a Tsunami. This is like disaster piled on top of another disaster. To make matters worst, Japan is subjected to recuring quakes with a magnitude of 5.0 and above. -.-
we should glad that we are not affected, cause although we are surrounded by water, we are not subjected to major nautral disaster like earthquake, tsunami (cause of large countries beside ours), snow storm... Places in other country can experience severe droughts, while experiencing heavy flooding on the other side of the country...
lets just pray that the people in Japan are able to recover from this disaster and nothing is to happen to its nuclear plant. the outcome of it is unthinkable... Treasure your time... cuase you will never know when such disasters strike...

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Saturday, December 25, 2010

Merry X'Mas Everyone!!!
In the year of 2010
I think i will make a closure to the end of 2010, this year has been exceptionally interesting for me, life seems to be on a roller coaster. This year is also for the first time i feel like giving up on a lot of things.
Be it in work place, whereby i wanna give up halfway through the course, telling my bosses i dont wanna do the work anymore, etc. A mixture of feelings. On the other hand, i am very happy, cuz my performance is considered the top few? thus, resulting in all my performance bonus to get the maximum available. Its been 2 years since im ranked the top few in the entire place. Btw, i was ranked 1st for the last workyear, that perhaps explain why i get to go Australia early this year. Seeing batches of ppl come and go, it sets me wondering, what if im not here, what would i be doing? All of them who spoke to me, they strongly believe that i can go far in my current job. But to me? Im not sure? Cause i was just doing slightly more than what others are willing to offer. My current work place, i met really very nice ppl who will really look after me, willing to teach me, groom me and stuffs. Even when i go for courses, there will always be nice ppl that i will meet who will lend me a helping hand. I will always remember the one who helped me lifted up my bag when i can no longer carry it up, the one who is willing to get the food purchase done when i have a tiny budget. I oso met interesting ppl who shown me that Wing Chun martial arts is powerful, im really gladful i met so many different ppl that made me happy throughout the course. I think i better list them down here before i forget them in the future. They are Qiu Guang, Saravannah, Shazali, Justin, Sean Ng C B, Alvin Lee. They made my course memorable. W Shawn for believing that i can deliver a good speech. Thank you.
On a side note, i mentioned that i was studying. And it so happen that i was attending the course which requires me to stay in. LOL!!! and i managed to squeeze time to go take the exam. which also means that all study is done at night in camp? haha so im glad to announce my lousy results but a result that have all PASSES!!!! This include a total of 2 B, 1C+ and 1C. Although all of you might think that its nothing great, but i can tell you in order for me to study after one day of training is like WTF! its fuking tiring, merely studying a few wordsin the textbook i feel my eyelids getting heavier and heavier. So when i see that i didnt fail and i perservere through to go take the exams, i tink that i have already overcome my inner fear. I was afraid that i will fail for the first time in exams. Throughout my entire life, i am a nobody in the line of studies, but whenever it comes to the time to take my final exam i will manage to squeeze through and get a normal grade. But this time, due to the fatigue level, my assignments grades (which is like-.-), the time i allocated to study and the amount of stuffs that i manage to squeeze into my brain. I was really afraid that i will fail. I was so relieved to see that i made it through and that my decision to study now is correct. Why wait? and why bother what others tell u? people ask you stupid questions, it does not mean that you are doing the wrong thing. Its just that you are willing to take the first step before anyone else does. They will come to be envious of you when they see that at the end of the day u made it through with something.
The route may be tough, but which thing on earth isnt tough? U already overcome the most difficult part of learning how to walk on 2 feet, speaking at least a dual language by the time you are 3 yrs old. Nobody told u to do it, but back then you have such resilience to not stop trying, so i believe there should be nothing to stop me now. Tough times dont last, but tough man does.
Anyway, I got 0094 for SPV. hahas, means i can choose liao. Most important thing in life, you must believe what you are striving for is worth it, and that you have someone by your side that supports ur decision and the route you wish to take. I believe that its important, and i now have Grace by my side who is ever supporting my decisions and i sincerely thank her for that unwavering support. Thank you darling!

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